"As do I but if it came to it I would do anything to save you from pain. Katherine I - you mean so much to me, I do not like to see you upset." It may have sounded rich coming from him but he was hoping she would understand or at least believe the sentiment he was trying to get across. "I know all those years I revelled in making you feel miserable or angry but I regret it now. Lord Wexley was always telling me how horrid I was to you - I believe I owe it to him to apologise for my behaviour again."