Lady Mary Crawley (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} ladycontrary) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} toboldlyrpg, |
Mary watched him, noting the change on his face and wondering what was going through his mind as he told this story.
"I'm sorry." She sighed. "I truthfully have no idea what I want." Well. She did want the sex. That was for sure. But was it a deflection from wanting a relationship with someone she deemed unattainable or was it simply sex? And did she even want said relationship? Mary had decided that she was ready to move on from her husband's death back home, but she had ended up finding neither of her suitors to be good enough. Maybe nobody was.