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Kate Beckett ([info]katebex) wrote in [info]toboldlyrpg,
@ 2017-03-26 13:11:00

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Entry tags:! enterprise, ^ log, kate beckett | castle, lucifer morningstar | lucifer

WHO: Kate Beckett and Lucifer Morningstar
WHEN: 224603.26; evening
WHERE: Gym
SUMMARY: Beckett promised to tell Lucifer about her husband.
WARNINGS: None at the moment.



The slap of leather against leather was soothing to her, the force of the punches Kate gave to the bag in front of her vibrating up her arms. She had started kickboxing when she joined the NYPD, as much a way to build her core strength and improve her skill at sparring as a genuine interest in the sport. But she had quickly found that it helped focus her, pushed away some of the rage and aggression that had become so much a part of her after her mother's death.

It didn't hurt that it also helped tone her arms and legs, making sure that the skinny jeans she loved so much still looked good on a woman in her late thirties that was distinctly aware of how quickly her fortieth birthday would arrive.

With another hard hit to the bag with her left hand, Kate lifted her knee to land another blow and spun to the other side of the bag, kicking out with her leg to strike at its center point. Four quick blows later she ended her routine with one final right hook.

"Are you stalking me now or what?" she asked, lifting one of the gloves to her mouth and ripping the binding back with her teeth to loosen the strap across her wrist as she turned to face Lucifer.


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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 02:55 pm UTC (link)
"I think stalking implies that I was following you, which would have made finding you much easier," Lucifer answered easily. "As opposed to the almost futile search I embarked on to end up here."

He stepped up from where he'd been leaning against the wall, and added, "Don't let me stop you. I can put gloves on if you'd like." Or not, really. He didn't need them. Without the detective around a misdirected (or deliberate) punch to the face would be nothing more than the equivalent of being hit with a pillow.

And Kate looked like she could use a moving target.

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 03:05 pm UTC (link)
"I come here at night a lot," she said with a shrug, tossing one glove into the corner near the bag she had brought with her and quickly pulling off the other. With her hands now freed, Kate went straight to the bottle of water that she had near her feet, twisting off the lid and drinking down half of it in one go. "It's quieter."

It was the opposite of her routine at home when she would get to the precinct before her shift began and get in her workout then. Or, sometimes, she would just go running through the streets in the early morning, before most of Manhattan was awake and the rat race began anew.

With a loud exhale as her parched throat was replenished with water, she gave a shake of her head. "No, I'm finished. Besides, you'd never forgive me if I broke your nose." Assuming she could even do such a thing. Kate generally tried to ignore the fact that Lucifer was the Devil and just thought of him as her friend.

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 03:23 pm UTC (link)
"Then do you mind if I have a go?" he asked, eyeing the bag. "I've never been in here," he mentioned. "And I'm a lot more forgiving than you might think," he added. "When I choose to be. Not that you could break my nose."

He waited for her to step out of the way, and then threw a series of punches at the bag, no gloves. His hands never even reddened. "Right, I see the appeal."

Stepping back, he glanced over at her. "Any more dreams?"

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 03:35 pm UTC (link)
At that she laughed, lifting the bottle to her lips again for another drink. "Of course you haven't," Kate replied after she had swallowed the water, twisting the cap back on and placing the bottle on a nearby machine, "It's probably in the rules somewhere the immortals don't have to bother with things like exercise."

Crossing her arms, she leaned against the machine, watching as Lucifer went to work on the bag. Once he was finished, she lifted her eyebrows at him, "Like I said, no need." There was no doubt that it'd be a luxury not to have to worry about exercise, but Kate also thought she would miss it if she didn't go through the routine every day. She did some of her best thinking in the gym.

Pulled from her thoughts by his question, her eyes flicked over to meet Lucifer's for a moment and then she was rolling her own with a good-natured smile playing at her lips. "About my mother? No." That said, she stepped over to her bag and took a seat on the floor, carefully picking at the cotton wrap to unwind it from around her hands.

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 03:46 pm UTC (link)
"Or eating," Lucifer added helpfully. "Which is a boon here, really. But back on earth I could eat just because I wanted to." And he had, the detective often not understanding how much Lucifer valued good food.

"About anything else then?" he asked, still considering her. She'd been dealing with a decent amount of guilt the night before, and while it had taken Lucifer millennia before he experienced that particular feeling, he hated it and the way it poisoned everything. When he nearly found himself trapped in hell, it was by guilt.

Of course, he had killed his brother, and he still wasn't squared away on that. But he could live with it. He had to.

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 03:59 pm UTC (link)
"That's just unfair," Kate sighed, flexing her fingers once she had finished unwinding both wraps. Leaning her head back against the wall she narrowed her eyes at Lucifer, "Can you even taste food if you eat it?"

All in all, she really felt that he was far too concerned about her dream and the guilt that she had been carrying around since arriving on the Enterprise, but Kate generally felt that way when her friends started prying into things that she didn't want to talk about. Sometimes she didn't even want to talk about her issues with Castle, so many years of going at it alone and shoving the worst of everything into boxes and behind walls until she could be alone.

Sighing to herself, she closed her eyes for a moment, considering if she wanted to tell Lucifer the truth, which was that she had been too tired to dream anything last night, or if she wanted to mess with him.

"Sure," Kate said, her eyes popping open, "I dreamed that Castle showed up and we had sex on the bar in the Lounge."

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 04:15 pm UTC (link)
"I can," Lucifer replied. "Which is why I haven't bothered eating here. But I frequented all of the great restaurants in Los Angeles, from the famous ones to the little hole in the wall places that you wouldn't spare a passing glance to."

He almost fell for it, too, his eyes widening as she told him that until he realized she wouldn't tell him that. It was his turn to roll his eyes at her. "You're really good at..." What was the word Dr. Linda was so fond of throwing at him? "Deflecting. Brilliant, really."

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 04:25 pm UTC (link)
"Oh God," Kate began with a laugh, tugging at a loose strand of hair that had fallen out of her ponytail. "You and Castle really are alike. He loves trying different restaurants and prides himself on knowing the best places to eat."

Honestly, all they needed to be practically the same person was a love of writing, hating James Patterson, and all things sci-fi.

Lucifer didn't know it, but Kate probably would have told him that if they were living in different circumstances. At home, she wasn't quite this serious or morose all the time, traits that she gave her husband credit for. Richard Castle was fun, and he was a person that wouldn't let her stay in the darkness too long. But without him and with the regret of her choices hanging over her head, that easy joy that Kate had found a few years ago couldn't be pulled to the surface so easily.

"Cop." That was her reply as she stretched her long legs out and crossed them at the ankle. "It's our job to deflect. Or to lie. Whichever you prefer," Kate shrugged. "Easiest way to get a suspect to talk is to tell them you know more than you do. I was very good at it."

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 04:33 pm UTC (link)
Lucifer didn't doubt that if he ever had the chance to meet Castle, he would like the guy. Kate had made that clear, and everything she said helped confirm that.

Dropping down to the floor next to her, he said, "Well stop for a moment. Honesty is underrated. And I'm not Castle, nor would I expect you to feel anywhere near as comfortable with me as you would with him, I am your friend. And you're clearly missing him, so tell me more about him."

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 04:47 pm UTC (link)
"Stop?" she asked, "I don't make a habit of lying in life, Lucifer. Just when I needed to get someone to talk for a case."

He wanted her to talk about Castle? Well, she had promised him last night that she would tell him about his police record in more detail, but Kate wasn't sure that was really what he wanted to know. "What do you want to know?"

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 04:53 pm UTC (link)
Thinking her question over for a moment, Lucifer gave her a list when he answered. "Well start with his criminal record," he mentioned. "Then tell me one of your favorite Castle stories, and then one that's just ridiculous." He was certain there were at least a few of those. "Tell me when you knew you were in love with him," he added. "At least to start."

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 05:14 pm UTC (link)
That made her chuckle, if only because Kate knew that Lucifer hadn't forgotten her promise about that part of her husband's life. "I have to back up and explain that Castle had a reputation for being the bad boy of the mystery writer circuit. He had been divorced twice, was always seen out with the next biggest model to hit the runway or some flighty socialite or up and coming actress. Well known for throwing parties and his partying lifestyle," Kate began, "Before I met him he had multiple arrests for disorderly conduct and resisting arrest and one for stealing a police horse." She left out the part where he had been naked at the time, though that thought was the reason for the grin that crossed her lips.

"I brought him in as a suspect for murder. Someone had staged a crime scene like one in his books and he spent the entire conversation hitting on me. I'd known him for less than an hour and he offered to let me spank him and implied he had a huge dick." At that point, she stopped to roll her eyes, "He was annoying, he was always in the way and I couldn't stand him. He used his friendship with the mayor to follow me around and made it a point to be a pain in the ass."

"But all of that stuff wasn't really who he was. It's who he pretended to be. And when I got to know him - he wasn't annoying, at least not all the time. He was kind and funny and selfless. He believes in every conspiracy theory out there and tricked me into going to a zombie survival camp with him one weekend because he wants nothing more than there to be a zombie apocalypse."

She had a million stories, most of them trending towards the ridiculous, but they were all good memories. Even when bad things had happened, Castle being with her was the best part of it. "I don't really know when I knew I loved him - it just happened," she said after a moment, "I knew it for far longer than I was ready or willing to admit it. He told me first, naturally. He actually told me several times before I said it back."

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 05:47 pm UTC (link)
Lucifer listened, grinning or nodding along the way, smirking when she mentioned what happened the first time they met. But he had to laugh at the zombie survival camp. That was just bizarre, and he pictured Beckett arriving, and realizing what she'd been tricked into. Brilliant.

When she finished, he leaned in and nudged her with his shoulder. "It's alright that you feel guilty, I guess. But your relationship with him can't be defined by just the end of it."

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 05:54 pm UTC (link)
"I was going to go back," Kate sighed, the smile on her face dimming at the thought of her choice to leave Castle. "Once I got the guy responsible for killing my friends. Once he was safe from it all. I was going to go back and fix it."

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 06:03 pm UTC (link)
"I know," Lucifer said decisively. He didn't say he believed her, because there wasn't any room for doubt. He knew she was telling the truth. "That story wasn't over yet," he said. "It shouldn't have been."

Wrapping his arm around her, he pulled Kate into his side, and didn't even think about it, which was odd, but it had been an odd day. "Can you really see him wanting you to suffer through all this now?" he asked quietly.

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 08:02 pm UTC (link)
"It wasn't. Not on my end anyway." Kate replied, giving him a strained smile.

She wasn't usually one to seek out comfort from people, but in this one instance she gave in, resting her head against Lucifer's shoulder. "He wouldn't, but it's like I said before, that isn't the point really. Castle would yell at me for beating myself up over it all, right after he yelled at me for leaving him, but I did it. I made a choice and I can't fix it, and I can't just let it go either. Not unless I could make it right."

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 08:30 pm UTC (link)
"And that's the very definition of hell," Lucifer replied. "For most people at least. I got stuck in my own hell when I went down there, you can bet I'm not letting you dwell in yours. Even if it takes a while for you to forgive yourself."

He hadn't forgiven himself, but that was besides the point. She'd just left Castle. He'd killed his own brother. Apples and oranges, after all.

"Besides," he added with a smile. "I still hope I can meet this husband of yours before the two of you cruise to the eternal boredom of the Silver City."

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 09:32 pm UTC (link)
Oh, there wasn't much chance that Kate would forgive herself anytime soon. She still had scars and regrets from a decade ago that she hung on to, even when she thought she had moved past all the damage. It was just part of who she was, even if it wasn't the healthiest way to live. "Maybe one day," she said, the most honest answer she could manage to give him.

"Silver City?" she asked, turning her head and lifting an eyebrow in his direction, "What the hell is that?"

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 09:42 pm UTC (link)
"You know it as heaven," Lucifer replied. "Boring as hell without being hell," he mentioned, rolling his eyes. Earth was far more enticing, and the only place he'd ever felt at home.

"I mean, I suppose if you enter the place with free will, it's better." He shrugged. He had no intention of ever going back, even if Amenadiel and his mother had been trying to arrange it.

Glancing around the gym, he considered it. "Now that I've been here, I should probably come back. As long as I remember to keep pulling my punches on that thing." He nodded toward the bag. Otherwise he was likely to break something.

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 10:02 pm UTC (link)
"Ah," she gave a nod, some long forgotten memory from her few trips to church as a kid. Wasn't there something about streets paved with gold? If so, it was sort of funny that Lucifer had tagged heaven as the Silver City. "I mean, I'd rather end up there I think."

And while she did mean it, Kate still cringed a bit. "No offense or anything." Though it didn't quite matter because hadn't Lucifer told that he had no intentions of going back to hell.

Blowing out a sigh, she gave a vague arm gestured towards the room at large. "It's not so bad. The equipment is very nice and high tech compared to anything I've used before. If nothing else, this is a good way to work out some aggression."

Which was precisely the reason she had come in for a bit of kickboxing. Stress relief.

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 10:12 pm UTC (link)
Lucifer laughed. "Don't worry, I'd be pissed off if I found you in hell whenever dad decides he's done with the world and it all ends." Because he assumed he'd end up back there, someday, whenever that might be.

"You're too good for there. That better never change."

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 10:13 pm UTC (link)
"Oh I know," Kate laughed, nudging his ribs with her elbow, "But I bet I'd look really good with devil horns."

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 10:21 pm UTC (link)
Lucifer shook his head. "People are always giving me horns and a tail. And a pitchfork. Like I would need a pitchfork."

He glanced at her. "You would look good with devil horns though."

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 10:29 pm UTC (link)
"I really don't know what the pitchfork is supposed to be there for," she said with a frown. "Maybe to hook all the people you seduce with evil or something."

Though pitchforks weren't really intended for hooking things, so that didn't make much sense either.

"Devil horns, angel halo," Kate shrugged, slowly moving to her knees and then getting to her feet, extending a hand to help Lucifer get himself off the gym floor. "I pretty much look good in anything."

While she didn't say much about it, Kate knew she was attractive and she wasn't above using her looks to her advantage under the right circumstances.

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 10:36 pm UTC (link)
"Yeah, angels don't actually have halos," Lucifer replied, reaching for Kate's hand. "But I don't doubt that."

He stood up and looked at her. "I'm here, alright? Hell, I make a better punching bag than a punching bag. Speaking of which, if you're not going to spar me, I'm going to take out some of that aforementioned aggression myself."

He glanced over at the bag, then back to her. "Because trust me, you don't have a monopoly on guilt around here."

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[info]katebex
2017-03-26 10:41 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, is that what you wanted? To fight me?" she asked, genuinely surprised. "Maybe some other time. Right now I think I need to go back to my room, shower and clean up."

Walking over to her bag, Kate picked it up along with the gloves and the water bottle she had left, giving Lucifer a smile over her shoulder. "Enjoy it. Hopefully, it'll work for you like it does for me."

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[info]extraharley
2017-03-26 10:51 pm UTC (link)
Lucifer had to laugh at that. "No, definitely not. But that was a possibility before you took off your gloves. Or at least, I'd let you hit me. I don't want to accidentally kill you."

That wasn't an overstatement either.

"Have a good night, Beckett. And thanks. For humoring me, that is." Though he was pretty sure making her talk was a good thing.

He watched her leave, and then had the gym to himself, which was a good thing. It might work for him like Kate had hoped, or he could end up leaving all of the equipment broken. And that was why it was probably a better idea for him to spend all day in the bar then at the gym.

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