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Elena Gilbert (lastpetrovka) wrote in timestreamic,
@ 2016-05-04 00:38:00

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Bonnie how's my BFF?

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bonniesbennett
2016-05-06 12:19 am UTC (link)

It's bad enough I died three times for a town I've come to hate, let alone a world I don't even know. When it all hits the fan, which I'm guessing will be sooner rather than later, keep out of the way, okay? Not sure I can take loosing another friend.

You're a vampire. Even in this world you're stronger and faster than most humans, though I don't know if that's enough. Honestly, I'm not sure we're supposed to know why we've been chosen. I have this image of someone back at the ship going '....blah blah because we said so...when the time comes you'll know why...blah blah...etc.'

Weirdly, we've been through a lot of the same things. Death, abandonment, grief...it makes a pretty strong bond between people, you know?

He was telling you the truth. Our lives are bonded by a spell Kai cast. He wanted Damon to kill me to save you but, shockingly, he didn't go through with it. ~~He just ditched me and thought nothing of it instead~~ I didn't think I'd ever see you again, Elena, so maybe this worked out in a weird way after all.

I'll keep that in mind and steer well clear for now. This world is difficult enough to deal with without a complete stranger screwing with my head too.

You don't have to be sorry, Elena, I'd actually rather be here than home. Okay, lack of sanitation sucks, but everything else is so much easier. You're here too, which is an added bonus.

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lastpetrovka
2016-05-06 12:30 am UTC (link)

Have I told you lately , how much I love you Bonnie Bennett, cause I do. You help keep me sane, I don't know what I'd do without you.

You aren't going to lose me, I promise. Although I took the cure, I'm not a vampire, although if I'd known I'd end up here I might have thought differently about my choice.

I'm sorry Damon abandoned you, I guess he was in too much grief, which isn't an acceptable excuse. At least he didn't kill you. I never would have forgiven him for that. I do have to say I'm glad that link was broken here, so like you said that's a good thing.

I don't know what I'd do without you.

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bonniesbennett
2016-05-06 01:15 am UTC (link)

If this is sanity, god only knows what crazy looks like! I love you too and you've no idea how much I've wished I could talk to you about everything that's happened lately. Caroline has been so wound up in the babies and Ric and Stefan's been on the run and Damon, well, you know about Damon. Mystic Falls became a pretty lonely place to live. I'm not saying I want to stay here, but I definitely want to stick around these people, you know?

Good, that's a promise I'm going to hold you to - on pain of death, you hear me? Crap, the whole cure thing still spins me for a loop. I mean, one day you're a vampire, then next you're human and then you're asleep and I'll never see you again. Maybe it's a choice we can undo, if we live through this whole war, but that's for you and Damon to work out.

Grief I'd have understood, but not saying goodbye? I honestly don't know how to forgive that. The only way he'd see you again is if I were dead and he couldn't even tell me what he was doing?

I'd like to think he didn't kill me because we were friends, but now I question everything we meant to each other. Maybe your disapproval is the only reason I'm still alive, I just don't know anymore and it's exhausting trying to work it out.

Whatever Kai's spell did didn't travel, thank god, so we're free for as long as we're here, so we should make the most of it and enjoy it.

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lastpetrovka
2016-05-06 01:34 am UTC (link)

Maybe this is the universe's form of insanity? Who would want to live here under circumstances like this and the clothes. A man had to invent these clothes. You're lucky, even the hoop skirts we wore as 'Southern Belles' was more comfortable. At least I can sit without my dress going up over my head,

I can't imagine how bad it must have been in Mystic Falls. I don't remember anything after the beginning of Jo and Ric's wedding. How did Caroline get the twins?

If we live through this war is right. But I have this funny feeling, we make it through there will be something else, or we're just stuck here forever, which I doubt, They've gone through a lot of trouble to get us here. Have you wondered if winning the war really is the best thing for the population?

I'm holding you to that same promise, you've died three times, I've died twice. I say we stop that here and now. Shallow graves with bodies piled on top is not the way I want to spend eternity.

What matters about Damon is he didn't kill you. Just because Kai said we were linked could all have been a lie. Whatever it makes my head hurt.

I'm just glad I'm out-of-the-coffin and if I were clever I'd make a joke about coming out of it.

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bonniesbennett
2016-05-06 02:27 am UTC (link)

Wanna know a secret? I ditched the corsets and stupid dresses pretty much straight away and figured dressing like a guy was so much easier than all of that nonsense! I literally got into Enzo's pants, make fun if you will, it's so much better than standing over a bucket to pee!

Well, Ric tried to bring Jo back from the dead - we all know how that can go, right? Well, while her body was alive on of the Heretic syphons cast a spell to transfer the twins from Jo into Caroline and she became their surrogate. It was all pretty damn crazy, I can tell you!

I have a sneaking suspicion you're right. I mean, if they can send us here, they can send us anywhere, right? I think Enzo and I have almost decided we're going to stick to the side-lines and keep out of it, unless trouble comes to our door. Meddling with history can't be a good thing, can it?

Oh, that is one promise I would happily give you! Our 'no shallow graves' pact is in effect with immediate effect.

I get it and it makes my head, and heart, hurt to try and untangle the whole mess too. We're here so we'll do what we always do and make the most of the life we've been given, right?

Haha, I think you just did!

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lastpetrovka
2016-05-06 02:48 am UTC (link)

You're wearing Enzo's pants? I'm sorry but that is too funny, I'm not making fun of you; but you have to admit it's comical. Do they fit, or do you have to take them up?

Poor Caroline, I'm sure she volunteered but still I imagine she didn't really have much of a choice. How did Ric take Caroline having Jo's babies? Did they try to get you to do it? It'll be a first if they didn't. Did Ric fall for Caroline, even if it was just out of gratitude?

So we have yet another pact! I have so many wonderful childhood memories with you. You've helped to make me who I am, and I love you for it.

We always make the best out of a bad situation and always will. Now if I'd just gotten Damon's pants!

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bonniesbennett
2016-05-09 01:55 am UTC (link)

Will you stop! And if I hear the phrase 'you got into Enzo's pants' it's possible I might have to disown you. To answer your question, a fair bit of sewing was involved, but it's so much better than being a girl here.

I'm not sure she had any choice. Not even sure she knew it had happened until later. I think Ric was just happy that he had his girls back, though it took him a while to deal with not being able to get Jo back. No idea what happened between them, though they took the girls off to Dallas after they were born.

Wait up, Elena, did you just admit that I'm usually the fall guy for Mystic Falls BS experiments?

Ditto. You and Caroline pretty much appear in every important moment I've had. Apart from the ones with ~~Jer~~ guys. You guys are my family, don't ever forget that.

Ha! I doubt you're going to have any trouble getting into Damon's pants! I have a needle and thread you can borrow...

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	lastpetrovka 2016-05-09 02:18 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, I couldn't resist, One day I'll be telling your grandchildren about all of this. I wonder why Dallas? Interesting. As long as you don't forget you're my family too, I think I could persuade Damon to get out of his pants, (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

bonniesbennett
2016-05-09 09:14 pm UTC (link)

You will, huh? I should get my will drawn up now and stick a clause in to prevent those words ever passing your lips, but I won't. One day we'll look back on this and laugh ~~I just hope we're together to do it~~.

After Jo's death, Ric uprooted and headed back to Dallas, I think. Probably doesn't hurt that it's a helluva way from Mystic Falls.

How could I forget something like that, Elena?

Question. Does Damon ever have his pants on when he's around you?

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