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Tweak says, "olive juice"

skye still believes in good (shakenup) wrote in timestreamic,
@ 2016-04-20 21:41:00

Entry tags:

grant ward, leo fitz, skye / daisy johnson

My everything hurts, still. I thought training was tough but what happened the other night, now that was tough. At least the ringing in my ears has stopped now.

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	notanazi 2016-04-20 08:49 pm UTC (link)
	How are you this morning? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	shakenup 2016-04-20 08:51 pm UTC (link)
	Did you miss the part where I said my everything hurts? I'm sore and want to stay hiding under the blankets but I keep hearing things and I can't relax. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notanazi 2016-04-20 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	You don't need to move yet, it's fine. And I know you hurt. I didn't mean physically (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

shakenup
2016-04-20 10:08 pm UTC (link)

I know I don't need to move yet but I want to.

Oh, well I... I'm fine.

[Ward]

I'm not fine but I don't want anyone else knowing that.

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	notanazi 2016-04-20 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	Of course you do. You're taking a few days off though. Okay? [Skye] So talk to me? Tell me how you feel? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

shakenup
2016-04-20 10:41 pm UTC (link)

Yes, I'm taking a few days off because I know I'd never hear the end of it if I didn't.

[Ward]

I'm scared, Grant.

I know nothing really happened but it could have been very different. I don't think I've ever been more thankful for multiple layers before. Maybe I'm just making something out of nothing but I can't help but wonder what could have happened.

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	Skyeward notanazi 2016-04-20 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	You know it's okay to be scared don't you? A lot could have happened, that kid got there at the right moment. So don't ever think you're not allowed to be worried about what happened, you're not making something out of nothing (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward shakenup 2016-04-20 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	I know but I haven't been scared like this in... well for a really long time. I'm worried that if I start thinking about it too much I'll end up terrified to leave the room. Do you... do you think there was a chance it could have gone that way? If he hadn't have come along when he did? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward notanazi 2016-04-21 08:22 pm UTC (link)
	I promised never to lie to you. So, yes. There was a chance. But that's why we're training. The world isn't a good place, we both know that. We both had a hell of an education there. But you'll learn to defend yourself. You're already doing well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward shakenup 2016-04-21 08:31 pm UTC (link)
	I tried, to defend myself but I think it just made things worse. Can you... will you be out much longer? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward notanazi 2016-04-21 09:32 pm UTC (link)
	I can come back. Do you want me to come back? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward shakenup 2016-04-21 09:37 pm UTC (link)
	No ~~I'm okay~~ Yes, please. I don't want to be alone right now. I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward notanazi 2016-04-21 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	I can be back in ten minutes. Don't. You have nothing to be sorry for. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward shakenup 2016-04-21 09:50 pm UTC (link)
	Okay, thank you. I feel like I do. We're supposed to be here to help people and I'm hiding in our room with a chair wedged under the door handle because I'm scared. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward notanazi 2016-04-21 09:54 pm UTC (link)
	You were attacked. It's okay that you're scared. I don't ever want you apologising for how you feel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skyeward shakenup 2016-04-21 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	I'm an agent or I was for like five minutes. I shouldn't be getting scared by something like that. ~~I'm sorry~~ I'll try and stop but I can't make any promises. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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