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Jacen Solo actually won the Ultimate Showdown (jeditraitor) wrote in timestreamic,
@ 2016-09-26 11:22:00

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I expect you understand how my siblings will react to that shared dream.

I can hardly blame you without being a hypocrite but you didn't want to do it anymore than I wanted to hurt Anakin. Or it seems my Aunt in Ben's timeline.

Still, just be ready for it.

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	behindthemask 2016-10-02 03:20 pm UTC (link)
	It's not like there's much else to do. ~~Do you ever feel like you're stumbling around in the dark or is that just me~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2016-10-02 04:06 pm UTC (link)
	I think it might do us both good (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	behindthemask 2016-10-02 07:09 pm UTC (link)
	Do you know? Who you are, I mean? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2016-10-02 07:13 pm UTC (link)
	I know who I'm not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	behindthemask 2016-10-02 07:17 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I guess I've got a start on that one myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2016-10-02 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe. Or maybe you haven't quite worked that out. You thought you had but, its different, everything's different. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	behindthemask 2016-10-02 07:44 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not a Jedi. I'm not a politician like mother. What Snoke gave me seems false. That's a part of it. It angers me when I see people trying to ascribe limits on people. I don't know if that's something that's important or not. I'm very good at pulling information from people's heads usually. Probably not particularly helpful in the long-run. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2016-10-02 07:57 pm UTC (link)
	I've been both. A Jedi and a politician. I've been a God. I've been a gardener. I've been a slave. Funny thing about the past. It informs but it doesn't have to be everything. Who are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

behindthemask
2016-10-02 08:08 pm UTC (link)

I wanted to fix the galaxy for a while. I thought I could maybe. Grandfather didn't, but I could do what he didn't. Sitting from right here it feels foolish.

When I was a boy I remember a trip, diplomatic trip, my mother went on. I don't remember what Han Solo was doing, but he wasn't there. Neither was Luke. It was just me, and mother, and some of her advisers. We were staying in this resort, large, ridiculously opulent and over the top. They took the idea of the Republic at its word and figured out every way they could to present the excess of it once more. It was absurd.

But there was so ground there, and it was all very secure, and I was able to wander for the first time, maybe ever that I remember. I remember laying on the ground in the middle of a grove of trees just feeling all of it. Lifting things, and nobody telling me that I shouldn't. No fear from my mother of what I become. No limitations from Luke, or lack of understanding from Han.

Just, me, the force, and the feeling that I could do anything or be anything and connect so deeply to everything, all of it.

I don't know if I've ever felt that sense without some... insecurity that I am doing it all wrong.

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