Lo (loghann) wrote in tiberiusswann, @ 2010-05-03 11:48:00 |
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Entry tags: | cherry, loghan |
Tuesday 5|13|08
who: Cherry (Molly) & Loghan
when: Tuesday 5|13|08
where: Her place
what: A talk
status: In Progress
Loghan wasn't exactly looking forward to this conversation and after sleeping together he knew it would be far more difficult to tell her he would be the one leaving this time. Partially because of her, partially not. But he wouldn't dare tell her that he had to go because he couldn't stand to see her even talk to men that he now knew she'd been intimate with. Although the sex had been mind blowing with her, the afterglow no longer existed like it once had. The moment she left him, Lo found himself obsessing over the other men she'd been with, wondering if he compared, if their time together had been more passionate or less... it drove him mad. Loghan knew that at the very least, he deserved better than that. Deserved more than a part time lover or the chance at something with someone that wasn't as taboo as student/staff and complicated and unlikely. He needed a chance to really find himself, even if he never does find the answers to all of his questions about himself and his past.
After the brief conversation with Molly over aim, he showered and dressed and made his way to the stairs and soon after at her door. Letting out a sigh, he mentally prepared himself for the possible guilt and obligation that might set in. Fingers pushed through dark brown hair before he gave a knock and waited for her to answer the door, praying she looked horrible so that it'd be easier to tell her, confidently, that he was leaving with no regrets.