Freddie Morgan ✶ Arthur Pendragon (lordprat) wrote in thereincarnates, @ 2017-11-19 17:53:00 |
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Entry tags: | freddie morgan, zane rosen |
Who: Freddie Morgan & Zane Rosen
What: Zane tells Freddie about the birds and the bees of sex with men
Where: Zane's house in Glastonbury, UK
When: Sunday afternoon, November 19th, 2017
Warnings: Some graphic sex talk probably
Freddie had talked himself into and out of it at least twenty times in the last hour. In the end he really only finally gave in and texted Zane because the alternative seemed even less appealing. You never knew what exactly you were going to get by typing 'anal sex' into your internet search engine, and not only was Freddie not crazy about having that in his computer history where his sister might find it by accident, he also wasn't sure he was fully prepared for anything that might come up as a result. He obviously wanted to do this with Garrett, Freddie even thought he was ready for it. He wasn't so sure he was ready for the graphic sort of details one might find using Google, most of which would no doubt go right over his head since he still had no idea what the hell he was doing.
He needed to go straight to the source.
The real irony was that there was really no shortage of gay or gay adjacent men in his life. The catch was that most of them were in some way related to him. He loved them all, but the idea of talking about his sex life with Daniel, Scott, or Zach was just kind of a nightmare. It wasn't even about the fact that he still hadn't told the family about him and Garrett yet, that part he could handle. Having one of his older brothers talk him through his first time having sex with a man? No thanks. Freddie already had enough reasons that he should probably be in therapy for, he really didn't need another one. Then there was Devin, whose sexuality Freddie still wasn't quite clear on past witnessing him get flustered by a pretty journalist, even he felt too much like family for Freddie to even consider going to him, that is if he knew that Devin would even qualify.
It should probably have still been a little weird that he was going to Zane. Maybe it was, but Freddie was able to compartmentalize going to ask sex advice from his brother's boyfriend a little better than actually asking Daniel about how best to go about having sex with Garrett. Maybe he was just overthinking everything. Freddie was sure that plenty of people didn't go around asking advice before they had sex, they just did it, but Freddie had absolutely no idea what he was doing and still felt completely in over his head. In a good way, mostly. What was happening between him and Garrett was a good thing, and ever since they'd... made a run for third base from first, it was all Freddie could think about. Garrett's hands and mouth on places, his own on Garrett's. Whenever there wasn't enough work to keep him preoccupied, Freddie almost immediately started thinking about it again.
When it came to oral sex, at least, it seemed like they'd managed to figure out pretty fast how to make each other feel good. Or at least, Freddie hadn't heard any complaints from Garrett, and he definitely hadn't had any. Just thinking about the way Garrett could made him feel caused the tips of his ears to burn and Freddie was sure that his cheeks were suddenly an embarrassing shade of pink. All of that had been really great, and as far as Freddie was concerned, they could just keep doing exactly that for the next month, or five months, and Freddie would be perfectly happy. But he also wanted more. He thought Garrett maybe wanted more too, if he was reading the other man's signals right, and Freddie knew for a fact that Garrett was just as clueless as he was about all of this.
Maybe to other people sex seemed pretty basic, but Freddie didn't want to just wing it with Garrett. When they had sex, he didn't want to fumble with it, at least anymore than they had to. He was pretty sure that there was at least some need-to-know stuff that he, well, needed to know, so after almost chickening out again, he finally texted Zane asking to come over. He knew that Daniel was currently in the castle, which meant that he wasn't at Zane's. It might be the only opportunity he had for awhile, since Zane and his brother were permanently attached at the hip when they weren't at work. He took his chance, heading to Zane's house with his trusty bodyguard in tow, who mercifully stayed outside to keep watch of the perimeter while Freddie went in, and at the moment was sitting on Zane's couch looking about as uncomfortable as he felt. Hopefully Zane wouldn't be too weirded out by it.