peter pettigrew picked a peck of powerful pals (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} skittering) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} thequest,@ 2019-06-20 12:15:00 |
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| Entry tags: | !: text, c: peter pettigrew, c: remus lupin |
27 June: the darkness in me
Hope you are feeling better.
I'm sorry for showing up the other night since you didn't want me there.
I didn't really know how to NOT be there.
That doesn't make any sense.
Remus I don't want things to be like this.
But I don't know how to fix them.
Nothing seems easy right now for any of us.
It feels a hell of a lot easier to save you lot from whatever bullshit is coming my way than to stay close.
Selfishly.
I don't want to be so damned selfish. I want something better for you than the pile of shit that I am.
But I'm a coward. I'm too scared to let this go. I fucking suck at being alone.
I'm just sorry.