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Remus is still fighting it (fallingshort) wrote in thequest,
@ 2019-06-17 19:02:00

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!: text, c: lily evans, c: peter pettigrew, c: remus lupin

17 June: No Chill

TEXT: REMUS & PETER [initiated after this]

You okay?

You're still coming tonight. Right?

TEXT: REMUS & LILY [a few minutes later]

I might actually kill them both.

You'd help me hide the bodies, right?

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-17 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	We did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-17 11:39 pm UTC (link)
	Was it just talking? Or what kind of talking? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-17 11:44 pm UTC (link)
	We didn't have a row, Moony, if that's what you're asking. He wanted to know why I was avoiding him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-17 11:52 pm UTC (link)
	No. You wouldn't. Although it does feel that way (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-18 12:04 am UTC (link)
	What, it feels like we're having a row? All we did was talk. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:13 am UTC (link)
	It feels ... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:15 am UTC (link)
	It feels like while Sirius is an arse, you've have your knickers in a twist since I moved in with him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-18 12:25 am UTC (link)
	Yeah well, you used to stay at mine too. And now you're shacked up together. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-18 12:25 am UTC (link)
	You keep saying you don't like that I'm alone but you stopped coming round when you moved in there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:37 am UTC (link)
	Bugger off. I have not once tried to leave you out. But now maybe I should have. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:38 am UTC (link)
	You don't seem to want me around anymore. And if the only thing I did to upset you is snog Sirius. Well? Fuck you very much. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:38 am UTC (link)
	And now you're too afraid to make a choice. CHOOSE Peter. CHOOSE NOW. Because this middle ground is bollocks. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:39 am UTC (link)
	You're with me or you're not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Unsent skittering 2019-06-18 01:35 am UTC (link)
	IT’S ALREADY DONE, DON'T YOU FUCKING GET IT THERE’S JUST FALLOUT I HAVE NO CHOICES I CAN MAKE ANYMORE (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-18 01:35 am UTC (link)
	It isn’t about you snogging Sirius. If it makes you fucking happy, then GREAT. You SHOULD be fucking happy. I WANT you to be happy. I'm over the goddamn moon that you're doing something for yourself for once. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-18 01:35 am UTC (link)
	But I’m NOT happy. And there’s not a single fucking thing that I can do now to stop it. There’s no changing the fucking past, there’s no do-overs. You’ve got enough on your plate before adding my spiral into bloody madness. So yes, I have tried to push you away and yes, it’s not exactly easy because you’re my best fucking friend. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-18 01:35 am UTC (link)
	But if you want to give me an ultimatum in a goddamn text message while you’re on the full and I can hardly hold my shit together most days? Fine, Remus. Good luck to you and your pack. One less thing for you to worry about now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-18 01:46 am UTC (link)
	I DON'T WANT TO GIVE YOU ULTIMATUMS I don't even get how it could be one. But seems like you made your choice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter skittering 2019-06-18 01:57 am UTC (link)
	YOU JUST FUCKING DID. You want me to choose to NOT be a piece of shit, well IT'S TOO GODDAMN LATE FOR THAT REMUS I've been a coward since the first day you met me and that hasn't changed (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text: Remus & Peter fallingshort 2019-06-18 02:02 am UTC (link)
	Oh fuck off. Just fuck off. Fine, you're a piece of shit. And I'm an idiot who shouldn't have made friends. Glad we're settled now. (Reply to this) (Parent)