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Tweak says, "I like pie"

Sirius Black (padds) wrote in thequest,
@ 2019-06-17 07:20:00

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!: text, c: remus lupin, c: sirius black

So am I a total prick to Wormtail all of the time, or just most of it?

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	fallingshort 2019-06-17 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	And today was that day? Why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Unsent padds 2019-06-17 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	Because I wasn't thinking, as per usu Because I like fucking everyone's lives up for them as dramatically as pos I don't KNOW it just WAS all right do you think I ever have a REASON for anything I bloody do? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	padds 2019-06-18 12:00 am UTC (link)
	Bad timing. I didn't realize it was serious. Ha. Pun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:05 am UTC (link)
	What part wasn't serious? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	padds 2019-06-18 12:10 am UTC (link)
	I didn't realize that what I'd done to tick him off was serious. So I figured today was as good a day as any. I've answered about seventeen questions now, could you please answer mine? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:20 am UTC (link)
	You really want to play truth right now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	padds 2019-06-18 12:25 am UTC (link)
	Yes, that's why I'm asking! Or you could let me disengage and I'll bother Prongs instead, which would have, you're right, been the smart bloody choice in the first place, I realize that now. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Unsent padds 2019-06-18 12:25 am UTC (link)
	FUCK, THERE I GO BEING A PRICK AGAIN (Reply to this) (Parent)

	padds 2019-06-18 12:26 am UTC (link)
	Sorry. I'm sorry. I meant, yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Your funeral. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:49 am UTC (link)
	Prongs is different. You and Prongs are equals. James is safe. He is your brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:50 am UTC (link)
	He is also married and stupidly in love. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:51 am UTC (link)
	Peter is... Peter is someone you tolerate, have learned to care for, because he was my friend first. And now he threatens you because sometimes I will choose him first. As if that makes me want you any less. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:51 am UTC (link)
	What does make me want you less if when you go pull his plaits. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 12:53 am UTC (link)
	Yes, we have all been through a lot of shite. But this is not some fucking competition. We're all broken and we're stronger together. You doubt that. You doubt me. Well, maybe ... fuck (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

padds
2019-06-18 01:02 am UTC (link)

All right, Remus, you know what? This wasn't actually about you. I'm didn't go talk to Peter to mark my territory or whatever you think I was doing. I went because he's been avoiding me for ages and I genuinely didn't understand why and believe it or not, I actually do like him, I actually do consider him my brother just like James. Which is apparent shocking to everyone, good to know, that's on me. As are a lot of other things because I didn't realize he cares when I'm an arse in his direction. Now I know. And I'm trying to bloody figure out if I've misread things between me and Prongs the way I did here, and yeah, I was going to get to you, too, but I didn't go looking for a row for your hand, or bloody whatever.

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	fallingshort 2019-06-18 01:30 am UTC (link)
	Big surprise there, actions and words matter. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	padds 2019-06-18 01:33 am UTC (link)
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	Unsent padds 2019-06-18 01:36 am UTC (link)
	Forgive me for even trying to Just give up, Sirius. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	padds 2019-06-18 01:37 am UTC (link)
	Okay. Thanks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 01:43 am UTC (link)
	So here is something true. Despite all else. I love you, idiot. I choose you. Even in all the ways we both cock it up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	padds 2019-06-18 01:51 am UTC (link)
	You've never once cocked anything up, Moony. Not with me. Sorry I'm not better at making that clear. Or just better, in general. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	padds 2019-06-18 01:52 am UTC (link)
	Love you too. Since I managed to avoid saying it once again. I love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 01:59 am UTC (link)
	I cock things up all the time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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padds, 2019-06-18 02:00 am UTC

	fallingshort 2019-06-18 01:59 am UTC (link)
	Like I'm pretty sure I just did with Peter. Congratulations you've been absolved. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)