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Tweak says, "Dancing Pairie dogs at dawn"

Reed Jensen (_rube_) wrote in themoderngods,
@ 2012-03-23 18:03:00

Entry tags:

!network, ♥ lucia flores : dropped, ♥ lydia apostolos : dropped, ♥ reed jensen, ♦ ma'at, ♦ neptune

Friday, March 23, 2012
I feel worse than if I had a hangover. Life just shit all over me.

[Lydia]
Can we talk later?

[Lucia]
I'm sorry I wasn't understanding before. I get it now.

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	Lucia/Reed just_truth 2012-03-23 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry you're having a hard time. What are you talking about? What do you get now? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed _rube_ 2012-03-23 10:27 pm UTC (link)
	I gets what you've been going through with Ma'at. Neptune's not real big on monogamy. I'm not sure I can ever have an actual relationship. He's just going to keep doing whatever and whoever he wants, and I don't have a say in it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed just_truth 2012-03-23 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	Ma'at is big on monogamy. She just wants Thoth. It makes it hard. It's easier now that I am seeing Sam. Not dating exactly but more than friends. I'm sorry, Reed. I wish it were easier. Water gods are notoriously unfaithful. If I can help in any way, I'm here for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed _rube_ 2012-03-23 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	Then maybe you're lucky. Maybe you guys can make it work. Find a way to evict him from my brain. I want my life back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed just_truth 2012-03-23 10:58 pm UTC (link)
	You do realize that Thoth has four wives? So even if it works, it never will. He just help to awaken his true wife. I don't think that's possible without death. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed _rube_ 2012-03-23 11:01 pm UTC (link)
	So what do we do? Never have anyone for ourselves because they're selfish assholes? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed just_truth 2012-03-23 11:31 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. It's something I struggle with. I hope we both figure it out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed _rube_ 2012-03-23 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	I can't ask Lydia to put up with this. She deserves better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed just_truth 2012-03-23 11:45 pm UTC (link)
	Isn't that her decision to make? I will tell you that it doesn't get easier even when it is two god souls. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed _rube_ 2012-03-23 11:48 pm UTC (link)
	I guess not. Neptune wants Aphrodite. I don't think he'll take no for an answer. Biggest problem there is Aphrodite lives in Lydia's best friend. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed just_truth 2012-03-24 12:04 am UTC (link)
	It isn't easy but it might work. You might have to let him have her, as he gets stronger, he could suppress you completely and do it anyway without your knowledge. There is no easy answer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Lucia/Reed _rube_ 2012-03-24 12:14 am UTC (link)
	No, no way. I'm not letting him have sex with Lydia's best friend. If he's gonna screw anyone, it shouldn't be women she knows. That's just adding insult to injury. But he's already too strong. I couldn't stop him physically. I had to threaten him to make him back down. He needs me if he wants to get his powers back fully. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Reed all_greektome 2012-03-24 01:18 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, sure. I work tonight at Starlight till 6am though. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia _rube_ 2012-03-24 01:30 am UTC (link)
	Tomorrow? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia all_greektome 2012-03-24 01:32 am UTC (link)
	Yeah like, after noon so I'm not completely zoning out on whatever you are saying. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Reed/Lydia all_greektome 2012-03-24 01:33 am UTC (link)
	Also you better not be breaking up with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia _rube_ 2012-03-24 01:49 am UTC (link)
	I don't wanna break up with you. But I don't want you to sacrifice anything to be with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Reed/Lydia

all_greektome
2012-03-24 01:58 am UTC (link)

Ok well you're the only boy I want because other boys suck and are stupid so if Neptune fucks people fine. Whatever. He clearly doesn't give a flip about my stupid mortal emotions and fuck it, that's cool, he's a god so I guess he can do whatever the fuck he wants and I don't care if he doesn't care, we can all just not care.

Well except I care about you so, yeah.

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	Reed/Lydia _rube_ 2012-03-24 02:10 am UTC (link)
	He cares about your feelings, he's just not like us. He's got an 'open' marriage. I care about you too. A lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia all_greektome 2012-03-24 02:48 am UTC (link)
	Well he can just suck it up. If he's not confident enough so he needs to sleep around that is his problem. I dont blame you for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia _rube_ 2012-03-24 02:55 am UTC (link)
	It's who he wants to sleep with that worries me, and I don't want to be involved! I can't block out what's going on when he's in control. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia all_greektome 2012-03-24 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	Who then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia _rube_ 2012-03-25 12:11 am UTC (link)
	If I tell you, it might make things worse. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia all_greektome 2012-03-25 04:41 pm UTC (link)
	Honesty is the best policy and also you are driving me insane so just freaking tell me all ready. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia _rube_ 2012-03-25 09:49 pm UTC (link)
	Fuck it. Better than you finding out from someone else. It was Abigail. Neptune's obsessed with Aphrodite, and she's MORE than interested. They've got this whole water fetish thing going on. Abigail is just as against it as I am. Please don't be mad at her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia all_greektome 2012-03-26 12:09 am UTC (link)
	Oh. Ok. Do you still need to see me to talk to me then? Or was this it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia _rube_ 2012-03-26 12:11 am UTC (link)
	I still wanna see you. I can't tell how you really feel about all this through a computer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia all_greektome 2012-03-26 12:24 am UTC (link)
	Like I said I work so, soon I guess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia _rube_ 2012-03-26 12:25 am UTC (link)
	Let me know when you have time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Reed/Lydia all_greektome 2012-03-26 12:26 am UTC (link)
	Ok. (Reply to this) (Parent)