She was quiet, even when her character got his ass sniped again. She merely grimaced at the action and listlessly pushed the buttons to get back into another round of the game. However, seconds into that one, she was killed again. Lydia's grip on her controller tightened when he spoke and then she threw it on the ground and rolled over to avoid looking at him. She drew her legs up to her body.
"I don't want them," she finally muttered sorely, like a stubborn child. "And I know they don't want me. No one has ever wanted me."