Andrew Kirin || Unicorn (unicorn_is_dead) wrote in thegrand_ic, @ 2012-12-11 22:46:00 |
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Entry tags: | andrew kirin, caim/adrian marius |
Who: Adrian & Andy
Where: Adrian's place
When: Wednesday
What: Andy picks up Adrian for dinner at Taj's
Warning: TBD, Andy-warnings, probably depressive thoughts
Andy had felt angry and sick and cold inside when he read what Adrian said on the journals, only able to relate it back to the secret that he'd just found out and thinking the same of Adrian, that someone had violated him like Andy had been, although he was sure Adrian hadn't gone willingly, hadn't lain there and taken it the way he had.
He'd had to shake those thoughts away because Adrian was in pain and in need and that was more important than anything that could have been happening with him, but Adrian didn't seem to think the same way. It had taken a long time for Andy to get to the stage where he could believe that Adrian was even serious about being friends and he was pretty sure, despite having so few of them, that part of this friendship thing was being there for each other. Adrian had been there for Andy more than enough times and now Andy needed to pay that back, show that he took their relationship seriously even if he had problems coming to terms with what that relationship was. More importantly, he wanted Adrian to be okay. It was one thing for him to have been raped by his dad all over again, that he could let fester and break inside him, but let anyone he loved and cared about be wounded, be injured, and he couldn't take it, couldn't cope.
He'd been lurking around Adrian's way anyway so it was no problem for him to sneak in and let himself into the room, tentatively their room. He yawned as soon as he got in, a wave of fatigue overtaking him and he wondered if it was just the weird cold thing that he seemed to have picked up. He could have curled up in that familiar bed and slept. Actually, he did crawl up there among the pillows and curl up, yawning again.
He sent a quick text to Adrian by mobile:
'hey im here c u soon'
before pushing his head almost entirely under a pillow and sighing, enjoying the warmth in the room against the bitter cold outside for a moment.