Who Kay and Chess What More chat drama... Kay having Caim throw Chess on the street, what?
(1:00:44 AM) PittSoDeep: ok what'd you do (1:00:49 AM) PittSoDeep: this time (1:01:31 AM) PittSoDeep: Jean's acting weird and the only time he acts weird and doesn't talk to me right away is when he's upset with you (1:01:42 AM) PittSoDeep: then I have to wait for days for him to get over it (1:01:49 AM) PittSoDeep: then he spills his guts (1:01:53 AM) PittSoDeep: just tell me now (1:04:47 AM) showmejazzhands: long story short he confessed that he'd fallen in love with me. (1:10:26 AM) showmejazzhands: Chess? (1:11:08 AM) PittSoDeep: oh. that (1:11:11 AM) PittSoDeep: what (1:11:13 AM) PittSoDeep: ? (1:11:57 AM) showmejazzhands: you went quiet (1:12:06 AM) showmejazzhands: thought you might be losing your shit on me (1:12:29 AM) PittSoDeep: I just didn't think he'd say that (1:12:38 AM) PittSoDeep: I knew (1:12:50 AM) PittSoDeep: I think I didn't want him to (1:13:07 AM) showmejazzhands: you knew? (1:13:35 AM) PittSoDeep: he told me a long time ago. We do talk. You made him. He always around when you weren't. (1:14:14 AM) PittSoDeep: I think I hate my life (1:14:17 AM) PittSoDeep: now (1:14:26 AM) PittSoDeep: I'm going out (1:14:36 AM) showmejazzhands: ahhh (1:14:43 AM) showmejazzhands: care to tell me why you hate your life? (1:14:48 AM) showmejazzhands: so what if he fucking loves me (1:14:52 AM) showmejazzhands: I married you didn't I? (1:15:47 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah you did. and no not really. do I have to? can I just go get drunk instead (1:21:59 AM) showmejazzhands: no (1:22:11 AM) showmejazzhands: you make me fucking talk to you I expect the same curtosy (1:23:45 AM) PittSoDeep: I don't know what to say. it's just a weird feeling. I can't explain it. but it never goes away. (1:23:55 AM) PittSoDeep: ever since that day I saw you (1:24:18 AM) PittSoDeep: walking up into your house right after you told me I was the only person ever in there (1:24:32 AM) PittSoDeep: it was like so just a couple days later (1:25:06 AM) PittSoDeep: jealous or something. old news. dumb story. (1:25:36 AM) PittSoDeep: it's the same feeling I get every time you get mad at me over him (1:26:01 AM) PittSoDeep: and I think ... fuck... yeah that's that's pretty much it. just... fuck (1:26:31 AM) PittSoDeep: then you do or say something that makes it go away.. but then... it usually comes back (1:26:33 AM) PittSoDeep: anyway (1:26:35 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah (1:26:40 AM) PittSoDeep: that's it (1:26:50 AM) showmejazzhands: You know I'm never going to leave you right? (1:26:55 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah (1:27:10 AM) showmejazzhands: and all of this is just in your head? (1:27:20 AM) PittSoDeep: idk (1:27:56 AM) PittSoDeep: I'm getting really nervous here. can I just go now (1:33:53 AM) showmejazzhands: no (1:34:02 AM) showmejazzhands: fucking talk to me (1:35:08 AM) PittSoDeep: it doesn't matter (1:35:33 AM) PittSoDeep: you said you weren't leaving. you married me. I got all your promises. it doesn't (1:35:35 AM) PittSoDeep: even (1:35:36 AM) PittSoDeep: matter (1:35:38 AM) PittSoDeep: I mean (1:35:50 AM) PittSoDeep: what I mean is (1:35:58 AM) showmejazzhands: hey (1:36:02 AM) showmejazzhands: you and me remember? (1:36:08 AM) showmejazzhands: fuck everyone else (1:36:20 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah. that's what I thought. (1:36:27 AM) PittSoDeep: till you left me behind (1:36:40 AM) PittSoDeep: now I just feel weird (1:36:46 AM) showmejazzhands: great (1:37:39 AM) PittSoDeep: I cried in a demon's lap waiting for you to go save him (1:37:50 AM) PittSoDeep: when it's his damn job to save us (1:38:03 AM) showmejazzhands: i didn't go to save Jean, Chess (1:38:04 AM) PittSoDeep: he didn't need your help (1:38:19 AM) PittSoDeep: she wasn't going to kill him (1:38:29 AM) PittSoDeep: SHE CANT (1:38:33 AM) PittSoDeep: he wont die (1:38:36 AM) PittSoDeep: trust me (1:38:38 AM) PittSoDeep: I tried (1:38:44 AM) showmejazzhands: but she was going to kill the fucking guy he's falkling for and he can't go on unholy ground (1:38:46 AM) showmejazzhands: you what? (1:39:03 AM) showmejazzhands: *falling (1:39:16 AM) PittSoDeep: I think I just don't really care (1:39:20 AM) showmejazzhands: You actually tried to kill him? (1:39:24 AM) showmejazzhands: When? (1:39:25 AM) PittSoDeep: if she did (1:39:52 AM) showmejazzhands: Well I do because if she had it would have been my fault and I don't want that on my damn conscience (1:40:09 AM) PittSoDeep: and I also think it's stupid of you to go trying to save him when Jean was already on his way (1:40:20 AM) PittSoDeep: who could get killed saving that kid? (1:40:22 AM) PittSoDeep: Jean or you (1:40:34 AM) PittSoDeep: you didn't run off risking your life for Romeo (1:40:38 AM) PittSoDeep: you did it for jean (1:40:45 AM) PittSoDeep: you don't care about Romeo (1:40:52 AM) showmejazzhands: I did it because Jean cares about him. (1:40:59 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah, great. (1:41:03 AM) PittSoDeep: thanks for that (1:41:53 AM) PittSoDeep: Jean can't die (1:41:57 AM) PittSoDeep: what dont' you get (1:42:06 AM) PittSoDeep: how did you think you were helping (1:42:13 AM) PittSoDeep: risking leaving me (1:42:25 AM) PittSoDeep: so jean could have some boyfriend he isn't sure he wants (1:42:36 AM) PittSoDeep: I love your priorities (1:42:42 AM) PittSoDeep: I see where I fall (1:42:46 AM) PittSoDeep: that's all (1:44:32 AM) showmejazzhands: seriously Chess? After everything we've fucking been through together you're still going to get your fucking panties in a twist about this? I've never even touched Jean, I've never kissed him, I've never wanted to be with him only you goddamnit and if you can't see that you're fucking deaf, blind and dumb. and no you're right, he can't die but there's worse things then death maybe I should fucking introduce you to my mother so that you can learn that for yourself before you get it through your thick fucking skull. I sold my motherfucking soul to get you out of that house before she laid a fucking finger on you. You wanna thank me by accusing me of putting you last on my priority list and getting hammered than be my motherfucking guest Chess, go right ahead. (1:45:21 AM) PittSoDeep: fuck you kay. (1:45:26 AM) showmejazzhands: fuck you (1:48:16 AM) PittSoDeep: Yeah. I'm going out. Keep your god damn people away from me. actually. fuck you and your contract too. Caim said I could have anything I wanted. I want you and your fucking people to stop watching my every move. Maybe I'll sell my soul to a demon and have them make sure you I can walk around the block without your people stalking me. just... fuck. fuck fuck fuck (1:48:43 AM) showmejazzhands: fine (1:48:45 AM) showmejazzhands: go (1:48:57 AM) showmejazzhands: if you don't want to be babied stop fucking acting like it (1:49:56 AM) PittSoDeep: I just want to be real. I don't want to have you just because you think Jean can take care of himself and I can't. (1:50:08 AM) PittSoDeep: that's what it feels like (1:50:26 AM) PittSoDeep: like you chose me because... idk... you feel sorry for me (1:50:51 AM) showmejazzhands: ah hello is no one aware of the fact that I had no fucking idea how teh kid felt until like two days ago?! (1:50:54 AM) showmejazzhands: Jesus fuck! (1:51:13 AM) PittSoDeep: it has nothing to do with what HE felt.... (1:51:29 AM) PittSoDeep: YOU KNEW WHAT I FELT. (1:51:45 AM) PittSoDeep: I wonder what would have happened if confessed before (1:52:07 AM) showmejazzhands: Nice to know you have sooooo much faith in me, Chess, really. (1:53:21 AM) PittSoDeep: If you could ever see your face sometimes... you'd get it (1:54:09 AM) PittSoDeep: I guess I'm the bad guy now. great. this is so fucked up. I really hate my life (1:54:29 AM) PittSoDeep: I can't deal right now (1:55:00 AM) showmejazzhands: yeah well you and me both (1:55:26 AM) showmejazzhands: and you know I go to great fucking lengths not to see my fucking face (1:56:14 AM) showmejazzhands: Seriously though. I really am fucking sorry that the ring on your finger doesn't seem to mean as much to you as I thought it did. (1:56:17 AM) PittSoDeep: WHICH IS SO GOD DAMN STUPID BECAUSE ITS SO BEAUTIFUL TO ME EVEN WHEN YOURE BEING AN ASSHOLE> (1:56:31 AM) PittSoDeep: I hate you for saying that (1:57:43 AM) showmejazzhands: you just accused me of fucking picking you over someone else! I didn't fucking pick you at all. I fucking fell for you! YOU! jesus! It really is nice to know that you think I'm a total scumbag (1:57:52 AM) showmejazzhands: maybe you're right (1:58:50 AM) showmejazzhands: don't you fucking dare sign a thing Chess Scott (1:59:12 AM) showmejazzhands: You sign that contract and I will leave you (1:59:16 AM) showmejazzhands: I swear to god (1:59:44 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah? good to know you'd lie to me too then (1:59:52 AM) PittSoDeep: what happened to never (2:00:15 AM) showmejazzhands: You'd really sign your soul away when I ask you not to? (2:00:24 AM) showmejazzhands: huh i shouldn't be surprised should I (2:00:31 AM) showmejazzhands: I'm not the only liar (2:00:38 AM) showmejazzhands: you promised me you'd never go to that house (2:00:54 AM) PittSoDeep: You promised I'd always be first (2:01:01 AM) PittSoDeep: you fucked up first (2:01:16 AM) PittSoDeep: you JUST LEFT ME THERE DAMN IT (2:01:29 AM) showmejazzhands: TO KEEP YOU THE FUCK AWAY FROM HER AND THE SITUATION! (2:01:34 AM) PittSoDeep: I was just standing there watching you drive away (2:01:40 AM) PittSoDeep: you have no idea what that felt like (2:01:44 AM) showmejazzhands: HOW IS THAT NOT PUTTING YOU FIRST! (2:02:01 AM) showmejazzhands: I WAS TRYING TO KEEP YOU FUCKING SAFE! (2:02:19 AM) PittSoDeep: you were trying to save romeo for fucking jean. I was safe (2:02:34 AM) showmejazzhands: yes I was. (2:02:44 AM) PittSoDeep: no you really weren't (2:03:02 AM) showmejazzhands: what the fuck? (2:03:04 AM) PittSoDeep: You don't just not say anything to me. and drive away (2:03:35 AM) PittSoDeep: and go risk death's damn doorway for some kid (2:03:48 AM) PittSoDeep: who isn't even family. (2:03:48 AM) showmejazzhands: okay fine. i sold my fucking soul for my own fuck up. i fucked up. I left you there and went to help. (2:04:11 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah. you did (2:04:17 AM) PittSoDeep: Romeo is nobody (2:04:23 AM) PittSoDeep: to me (2:04:30 AM) showmejazzhands: alright fine (2:04:32 AM) showmejazzhands: good for you (2:04:33 AM) PittSoDeep: just some dumb kid (2:05:15 AM) showmejazzhands: well i'd happily try and save even a rat from my mother. and no, I was never at deaths door. she wouldn't have killed me. (2:05:36 AM) showmejazzhands: she never will, she gets too much enjoyment out of making my life hell. (2:05:47 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah well same difference. (2:05:58 AM) PittSoDeep: you risked yourself for nothing (2:06:05 AM) showmejazzhands: for nothing? (2:06:07 AM) PittSoDeep: absolutely nothing important (2:06:16 AM) PittSoDeep: Romeo is just some dumb kid man (2:06:29 AM) showmejazzhands: When did you become the selfish prick of the two of us? (2:06:34 AM) showmejazzhands: Really I'd like to fucking know (2:07:00 AM) showmejazzhands: Last I checked something that was important to family should be important to all of us. (2:07:02 AM) PittSoDeep: I'll always be selfish when it comes to you being with me (2:07:10 AM) showmejazzhands: but hey, you;re the one that knows family, not me (2:07:11 AM) PittSoDeep: and fuck that (2:07:16 AM) showmejazzhands: you tell me how its supposed to go (2:07:20 AM) PittSoDeep: he's just some date. Jean has a million of them (2:07:28 AM) showmejazzhands: you really think that? (2:07:41 AM) PittSoDeep: I know what he says about Romeo (2:07:41 AM) showmejazzhands: you really don't see the way Jean looks at him? (2:07:50 AM) PittSoDeep: He says it about half the people he dates (2:07:51 AM) showmejazzhands: or the way he acts when he's around? (2:07:55 AM) PittSoDeep: if you'd ever listen (2:08:05 AM) showmejazzhands: hang on (2:08:23 AM) showmejazzhands: give me a minute (2:08:33 AM) PittSoDeep: what? (2:08:42 AM) showmejazzhands: i want to show you something (2:08:46 AM) PittSoDeep: fine (2:09:42 AM) showmejazzhands: Jean-Auguste Charbonneau (6:35:24 PM):hey kayshowmejazzhands (6:35:30 PM):what?Jean-Auguste Charbonneau (6:35:52 PM):I think I get something about you thoughshowmejazzhands (6:36:09 PM):oh yeah? and what might that be?Jean-Auguste Charbonneau (6:36:48 PM):yeah, why you pushed chess away as hard as you did. I have a question thoJean-Auguste Charbonneau (6:37:34 PM):how bad do you want to kill yourself when your realize you've just sentenced his life to be fucked up forever? and is it worth it?showmejazzhands (6:39:33 PM):to answer the first question, every single minute of every single day but then I realize I'd just be fucking it up even more if I went through with it and render everything thats fucked up for him so far because of me in vain. showmejazzhands (6:40:44 PM):and yeah. the way he looks at me when he doesnt think I'm paying attention, rolling over in the morning and seeing him there. It makes me a selfish prick but yeah, if time reversed and I found myself back at the beginning I wouldnt change a thingJean-Auguste Charbonneau (6:41:33 PM):hmmm. alrightshowmejazzhands (6:42:23 PM):were you expecting a different answer?Jean-Auguste Charbonneau (6:42:38 PM):hoping for a different answer. showmejazzhands (6:42:49 PM):sorry kid (2:09:51 AM) PittSoDeep: and either way... pretend he did... so what? who's more important... the person important to Jean... or the person important to me (2:09:59 AM) PittSoDeep: you still chose him asshole (2:10:19 AM) PittSoDeep: whatever (2:10:36 AM) PittSoDeep: YOU STILL CHOSE HIM (2:11:03 AM) showmejazzhands: fine (2:11:17 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah (2:11:28 AM) PittSoDeep: I need a drink (2:11:32 AM) showmejazzhands: you wanna sell your soul because of some dumbass angel go ahead (2:11:35 AM) showmejazzhands: get smashed (2:11:39 AM) showmejazzhands: go fuck a groupie (2:11:46 AM) PittSoDeep: I hate you (2:11:53 AM) showmejazzhands: yeah you've said that (2:11:58 AM) showmejazzhands: three times already (2:12:16 AM) PittSoDeep: why do you gotta say that shit when I'm feeling like this? (2:12:47 AM) showmejazzhands: what shit? you are askign for a contract right? you are talkign about drinking yeah? (2:15:21 AM) PittSoDeep: no. but --- [typing cut off because Caim threw him outside] (2:16:10 AM) showmejazzhands: but? (2:17:01 AM) PittSoDeep: but nothing. Fuck you. You want a damn divorce just say so. Don't have your damn new body guard do it for you. asshole. later (2:18:41 AM) showmejazzhands: by the sounds of it you're the one wanting the divorce, pumpkin. You told me to keep my people away, that you didn't want them keeping an eye on you anymore. (2:19:04 AM) showmejazzhands: My people include Caim, just doing what you asked, babydoll (2:21:59 AM) PittSoDeep: yeah well... most spouses dont put their husbands on the street. That's twice you chose someone else. Fuck your pet names. Fuck your stupid pretty face. WAY PRETTIER THAN JEAN'S BY THE WAY... Fuck them both. Fuck your life. fuck mine too. Taj was right. Everybody leaves. Stupid haunted house. Stupid everything. stupid memories. I hate that I love you. I hate it. Good bye (2:23:53 AM) showmejazzhands: if that's how you want to finish this fine (2:23:58 AM) showmejazzhands: I'm sorry you feel that way