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Anairë | The Silmarillion ([info]anaire) wrote in [info]thefeanorians,
@ 2013-04-24 19:03:00

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Entry tags:anairë, fingolfin, yt: 1260

Except for a short - and unintentional - nap, Anairë had been awake for several days now. There was so much work to be done, and so little time to do it! This was something that had to be done perfectly; for her sake as well as Lady Findis'. Her dresses were soon to be on display in the most important and well-attended event that Tírion had seen in years, and she wanted all the ladies in the city - and beyond - talking about them for years.

Blinking in exhaustion, she stood, and went into the kitchen to put on a kettle of tea and splash some cold water over her face. She brushed her hand through her hair, not even wanting to know how it looked at the moment. But it hardly mattered. She grabbed a ribbon and tied it back tightly to keep it out of her face before pouring herself a cup of hot tea and pouring far too much sugar into it. Normally she would not allow herself quite so much - but if this wedding and these dresses went as she hoped, then they would not have to worry about the price of sugar anymore.

And that would be an amazing feeling.

Returning to her table, she took a deep breath and began working again, biting her tongue with a Ñoldorin determination.



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[info]anaire
2013-04-25 05:47 am UTC (link)
Anairë was not aware of that disconnect herself; she felt strangely tuned to this strange, noble elf's moods. But what could she do about it? How could she truly be herself when so much depended on this wedding going perfectly? Ai, but it was making her heart ache to be so dull. Because...that wasn't who she was. And a growing part of her didn't want him to think that was all there was of her.

Her smile faded a little, and she trailed off into silence - a silence she wanted desperately to break. She was relieved when he spoke, but the question made her blush a little.

"No..." she said carefully. "I haven't seen the point. I've never...I've never been much of a romantic. I mean, I suppose when I was very young I used to dream of falling in love and having a big fancy wedding, but as I grew up...well, such things are beyond my means. And I've started to think that maybe I'm supposed to take care of my family, instead of getting married myself. And I don't mind so much. I mean, they're dear to me. And love...isn't for everyone. Not everyone finds someone special, and yet they can still be happy despite that." She trailed off, but this time into her own mind, thoughtfully. "But I always wanted children..." She smiled a bit sadly, but turned back to him with a gentle smile. "But I have nieces and nephews. And that will be good enough."

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