Because- Because I've been alone and closed off for so long, that I don't know how to open up anymore.
I have never! I have always given every part of myself to those I've loved, without any consideration for myself! I am hardly afraid of being hurt. Do not think me so selfish and cruel as to do such a shameful thing as hurt someone I loved, just so I wouldn't be hurt. Did I ever hurt you? Did I ever do such a thing to you?
I'm not a child anymore, Sirius. You don't have to "babysit" me, or be gentle, or censor yourself. I will, however, tell you exactly how I feel. And yes, this does hurt incredibly coming from you, but it hurts regardless. It's just that you- Well, I mean- It's you. But don't feel like you need to run away to spare me from anything.