Left for Jessica Drew last night at her apartment [Written on a large bar napkin. It kind of smells like a makeup counter]
Jess--
A better man than me said that if I wanted to win you back I should tell you my feelings. And that man was Grills and he was referencing Billy Joel but he's dead now (Grills, not Billy Joel) so in a way this is kind of like a last request. So I owe it to Grills to take his advice and to you too because we you deserve more than to end on a crappy note of yelling at me and storming out.
I mean because OK I fucked up. I'm really good at that. And not thinking before I do things and how those actions will affect people I care about. And I shouldn't have slept with PattyPeggyPenny that woman. I got caught up in trying to help her with her stuff and she kind of threw herself at me after I got out of jail and that' snot really an excuse. I'm just an asshole. But I'm an asshole who loves you.
We've been partners and friends and teammates for years before we started banging and we're Avengers, so we'll have to be still. BUt I want to be more than just teammates and I want to be more than just a guy who lets you down. I want to shoot aliens in the face with experimental SHIELD guns and then have toe curling sex in the cockpit of their crash landing vessel with you or watch that weird real estate show for dogs that you like. And we totally had some great times and you know it. And I know I'm a fuck up, but I'm making changes. I have a job. And more than one pair of shoes. And haven't been in a hospital in over a month. I am doing this whole maturity thing. So what I'm trying to say is give me another shot. I won't fuck it up this time. Please?
Love and Arrows Clint
P.S. I know you're seeing Sharon Carter now so if you wanted to be with her too that'd totally be ok cause I'm not really one to talk there. Plus I mean ehhhhh? P.P.S. But is Steve alright with that? cause he gets kinda cagey over Sharon sometimes.