So, uh, my phone is back on if you need to reach me. Sorry if Castle's message, or my lack of replies, worried any of you but I just needed a couple of days to work through something. I guess the easiest explanation is that I woke up with new memories in my head and some of them were......triggering. PTSD is not something I really like to talk about, and I guess some of you didn't even know I have a history with it, but I do.
I want to really stress to all of you that I will be okay. Tuesday was a pretty rough deal, but I've already booked appointments with a therapist and with his help, not to mention Rick's, I'll work through it. I've done it before, and I'll do it again. I just don't want any of you to be worried or feel that you have to tip-toe around me. It's very unlikely that any of you could do something that would bring on an attack, so please don't be worried about that.
Thanks for reaching out and being so understanding. I'm so so so lucky to have all of you in my corner.
{Dyson] I'll be back soon. Sorry to abandon you on your first week, I'm such a great partner.
[Castle] Benched till Tuesday, all I want to do is lay in bed and watch all those terrible movies you keep pestering mea bout. And eat chocolate. Think you can manage that?
[OOC: For the near future, be aware that there are potential triggering subjects in comments and threads for Beckett. I will clearly mark all of them as they happen because the last thing I want is for someone to stumble on it and have a reaction.