caroline forbes is a barbie with fangs (barbiefangs) wrote in thedoorway, @ 2013-11-01 18:32:00 |
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I am so glad I decided I was single before watching last night's episode. It was awkward seeing Tyler and I together there at first, especially with the sexy scenes, given I'm seeing Hank here. It was worse watching myself miss the signs that Tyler wasn't staying, that... hating something was more important than us, than me, than anything else. And that would have been even worse if I were still waiting for him. Well, I'm glad I'm not, that I stopped, because God people, being with the people you have and love is more important than revenge and killing and ruining someone else's life. That is the best revenge! Be happy! Bla bla macho boy bullshit bla.
Well, you know what? I personally am glad Elena's here, and I'm glad I've gotten to know each of you. And that's more important than losing people or letting something ruin my life. Whether it's here or back home, as long as no one stakes me or offs me violently or something, I'm going to live a really really long time. And that means I'm going to lose a lot of people. I'm going to lose my mom and Matt and any mortal college friends I make and almost everyone in Mystic Falls I grew up with. Even if they live long happy healthy lives. And that sucks to think about, but I'm not going to have my immortal life be some stupid revenge thing. So who's with me? Here's to life! And living!
You don't have any evil nemeses or whatever do you that are like more important than your friends and... other people in your life right?!