ben | sam
I imagine you'll figure it out. And I'm here if you need to talk it out.
I'm my own worst critic, I know. But it's really about trust more than judgment or anything else. I was involved with a demon that I thought was still-- well, it's ironic to call her a person, but I really thought that she still had her humanity. She messed with my head pretty badly, and I didn't like the person that I became when I was with her. I can believe that vampires and werewolves and ghosts and maybe even demons are decent and good-intentioned, but I don't entirely trust myself around them, or even around people who've dealt with them the way I have. Friendship is manageable, but if it's more than that, it gets a lot more complicated.