// Claudia Donovan (teslasgirl) wrote in thedoorway, @ 2013-04-06 13:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | !network post, !trigger warning, archibald hopper / jiminy cricket, caroline forbes (cw), claudia donovan, steve jinks |
Did I ever tell you that sometimes often generally at least every other night have dreams maybe not dreams about this all being a dream? That I "died" in my psychosis imagined Warehouse 13 reality and needed to create this one to keep up the illusion, but in my dreams it's all still the electroshock therapy, that Joshua is still dead and the only thing that's really real is that hospital? I don't know what I'm supposed to do. They're coming at an alarming rate. I think I really amgoinginsane.
You had mentioned earlier you did therapy? I think ... I think I might need some.
I mean, good god, at least the Warehouse had easy-to-grasp software. Maybe a little too easy to grasp, at first, but I fixed that. Wish this software were the same way.Am I trying too hard to sound normal now? I am, aren't I? Do you think people can tell?
Sorry it took so long to get back to you. You still interested in the whole shelter thing? Got you a sit down with my boss on Tuesday, over lunch. She can't hire you, but she can at least point you in the right direction.