second filter.
[...] I [...] Give me a moment to adjust to this new information
Funny how I was just trying to figure out getting over someone. Well [...] I mean, I suppose I am, but more than one someone.
No. It's perfectly fine for her to see it.
[...] And now I've realized I haven't really [...] I was happy to settle for whatever you would give me because I figured that's what I had to do and you'd said previously that you didn't need me quite the way you needed Illya and Gaby and that was okay. I told myself it was okay because there wasn't another way for it to be. I just wanted you to be happy. But I didn't think it was anything different because well I guess sometimes I'm not entirely aware of myself or other parts of myself are more evident. [...] Which is a very long-winded way of saying that I feel the same.