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alucard emery (anoshe) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-09-03 10:11:00

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!network post, alucard emery, bill weasley, buffy summers (the shift), eleanor shellstrop, james potter, kell maresh, rhy maresh, zelda

It is my absolute pleasure to announce some good news to this community. Rhy Maresh and I, Alucard Emery, are to be married. I look forward to the planning with all its details, to the wondrous day to come, and most of all to all the days that will follow it.

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Rhy | Alucard

goldenhelm
2018-09-06 02:41 am UTC (link)

I don't know how anyone could have resisted that, love. Even Kell couldn't, and he's resistant to everyone and everything.

I agree with your assessment. I'd mainly be concerned if his circumstances changed, or if someone took a particular interest in manipulating him. People with the best of intentions can still have their weaknesses exploited into making the worst of decisions; I am a perfect example of that. I do hope that he has the best of luck here, not just for our friendship with him, but for him. Everyone deserves the chance to be the best of themselves, I think. But it is certainly easier to think that when I know only what he's told us about his past. I suspect if I'd had personal interactions with the person he was before, I might be rather more biased.

I speak so many languages, but I still don't feel like I have the words for how wonderful you are. I hope I figure it out before it's time to speak our vows. In the meantime I suppose I'll just have to settle for showing you how I feel.

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anoshe
2018-09-06 02:50 am UTC (link)

She burrowed quickly and deeply into Arnes and into our lives. And Kell let her in before he knew she was antari.

Indeed, I would feel immensely differently about meeting him in his universe as who he was surrounded by people and structure who encourage terrible choices. I will admit I have been reading more, generally speaking, about his universe. It has taken some effort to separate the timelines. There is far more available about the other one. But yes, we have the benefit of not having born the consequences of his decisions personally. And I expect the same is true about many people here interacting with many others. I can only hope it encourages everyone down better paths.

Words have yet to capture what I want to say during those vows. It is difficult to express feelings not bound by words. But we will both have to settle, until such time. And a good settling it will be.

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goldenhelm
2018-09-06 03:11 am UTC (link)

I hope she visits along with Kell, at home. She'll keep our lives interesting.

In the deepest parts of my heart, I want those better paths for everyone, even those who've hurt me personally. Whether they can be said to deserve them or not -- though I certainly expect them to earn it, to be worthy of the opportunity. It's encouraging that Kylo, at least, is doing that.

I'm glad you feel that way as well. I don't feel a strong need to hear the perfect words from you, if that helps, though I do look forward to hearing whatever you decide to say. I am very aware of how you feel about me. Every nerve and fiber of my being is well aware.

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anoshe
2018-09-06 04:00 am UTC (link)

That she will, even seeing her on occasion only. At least for now, her heart belongs at sea.

I cannot claim so kind of sentiments. The best I can offer, to those who have hurt me, is to leave them be, unless I should have some reason I cannot. No hopes, no dreams for them. Only existence, as long as it can be spared. Unfortunately, in my experience, they do not all take that chance.

Still, I will do my best. To show it in all ways.

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goldenhelm
2018-09-06 04:11 am UTC (link)

I'm sure we'll find ways to entertain ourselves even while she's away.

It's not easy to maintain that sentiment, in some cases. I'm sure you can guess which, so I don't feel any particular desire to name them. Hoping that they could improve and show the best of themselves doesn't prevent me from wanting to seek justice for any of their wrongdoings. And it's true that it's rare they take that better path, but I can't help hoping anyway.

I am quite convinced, but I still do very much enjoy the way you show it. And I will continue to endeavor to show you how I feel, as well. I hope you have at least some idea of how I feel at this point, though it will not stop me from continuing to try.

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	Rhy \| Alucard anoshe 2018-09-06 05:32 am UTC (link)
	You have the kinder soul. And it is dear to me. May we always meet the endeavor to show our love. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Rhy \| Alucard goldenhelm 2018-09-06 05:42 am UTC (link)
	You've plenty of kindness in yourself, darling, even if it is a different kind, or shows itself differently. Do you think a kind soul like mine would be so perfectly matched with yours otherwise? I'm going to kiss you as soon as I see your pretty face. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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