Re: FIRST FILTER.
I'm sorry you two couldn't reconcile things between you, but living in that kind of fear is exhausting. Trust me, I know it well from when we were back in our world. This place is another chance for happiness and I'm glad you're putting yourself first here.
I do hope you're able to remain friends with her though, but that emotional burden is not yours to bear so I hold no judgement if you don't. Does she have other friends?