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ᴍᴜʀᴘʜʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴀɴ (uprise) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-06-26 00:22:00

Entry tags:

!network post, bellamy blake, clarke griffin, echo, johanna mason (au), john murphy

[tw: mentions of death in comments.]

[The 100 Fam & Johanna Mason]

Hey. I went to go visit Luna. I don't know if I got lost or anything, but the cabin Lincoln and Luna lived is gone.

[Raven Reyes]

So.

How come you're so quiet?

~~You missed m~~
~~You didn't even com~~
~~You don't talk to m~~

Did I do something wrong?

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	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-06-27 05:45 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, it’s just. I get kind of critical of myself? And I’m not saying it’s good to be as harsh as I’ve been on myself but the first instinct of friends is always to reassure. Anyway catch me up, how was your birthday? I finished your gift so I need to bring it over to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-27 06:06 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I know you are. So what do I need to reassure you on? Nothing big. I didn't really care for one. Birthdays are kind of a thing here. It was alright. People came over. We drank beer. Made me something, huh? You can come over whenever or I can come by you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-06-27 06:10 pm UTC (link)
	Something happened at Pride with some friends and now it’s just awkward as hell. So do I say something or just let it fade into the awkward abyss? ~~Sor~~ I’m sorry I wasn’t there. Yeah, I’ll drop by. Maybe bring breakfast, if you want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-27 06:17 pm UTC (link)
	That Pride stuff was really fun. Johanna and I went. But. Uh. Probably should say something. Get closure and all that shit. It happens. Not the last birthday I'll have. I won't ever say no to food. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy dontblowup 2018-06-27 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, it’s always a good time. I sort of did but that shit was shut down so fast that I feel even more awkward? But at the same time it’s not a friensship I’m willing to lose. You’re way too nice to me, but okay. I’ll make it up to you anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-27 07:13 pm UTC (link)
	All you can do is say how you feel and go on from there. The awkward will pass at some point, right? I'd be an asshole if I wasn't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-06-27 07:39 pm UTC (link)
	That’s what I’m hoping for. No, you wouldn’t. You don’t owe me your kindness and you’re allowed to be upset with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-27 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	You always got me? For what it's worth. Yeah. I am miffed. Kind of hurt. ~~Felt like when Emo~~ That whole feeling useless and unwanted thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy dontblowup 2018-06-27 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	Careful, your empathy is showing. I don’t want to be a reason you feel that way, Murphy. I’m clearly not doing a great job with splitting my attention, but that isn’t because of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-27 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	Empathy? Don't know what you're talking about. One of the issues I need to work out with myself. You can't be good at everything, Reyes. Let me be good at multitasking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-06-27 11:38 pm UTC (link)
	It’s not a bad thing. Yeah, but I can be better than I have been. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-27 11:40 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, you can be better at it. Practice makes perfect. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-06-27 11:41 pm UTC (link)
	Look at that optimism. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-27 11:46 pm UTC (link)
	Don't tell people I can sometimes maybe be positive. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-06-27 11:47 pm UTC (link)
	I will do my best to keep the good parts of you hidden. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-27 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	It's really not a hard thing to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy dontblowup 2018-06-27 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	You’re selling yourself short. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-06-28 12:28 am UTC (link)
	Don't I always? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-06-28 01:48 am UTC (link)
	You shouldn't. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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