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Tweak says, "I GOT YOU BABE!"

Steve Rogers (rogerthat) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2017-12-17 19:14:00

Entry tags:

bucky barnes / winter soldier (mcu), bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), flash thompson / agent venom (trn123), hope summers (616), ichigo kurosaki, illyana rasputina / magik (616), james rogers, luna lovegood, megan gwynn / pixie (616), steve rogers / captain america (mcu)

I know there's snow on the ground, but school's ending soon, shouldn't we celebrate? Who wants to play football on Friday? We won't keep score of points. Two teams... and they should have creative names. It should be the kids that are actually in school, but adults can participate. And no, we can't do Avengers vs. X-Men.

[Both Buckys, filtered separately]

You okay? Yesterday was ~~the anniversary~~. Well. You know.

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	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 01:44 am UTC (link)
	I've never gotten arrested. Bucky, if you're upset, you can talk to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 01:47 am UTC (link)
	Reeeally don't want to talk about it, Stevie. Can we please drop it? I'm okay, it just sucks that I killed a friend and started a war and I'm going to mope about it for a bit. But it's nothing that I'm not going to get over, so you don't have to mama hen me. I just need a second to process it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 01:48 am UTC (link)
	Christmas? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 03:38 am UTC (link)
	What about it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 03:41 am UTC (link)
	Are you going to be okay by then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 03:42 am UTC (link)
	I don't know? I'll let you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 03:49 am UTC (link)
	Goddamit it, Bucky. Fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

BUCKY/STEVE.

whatthebucky
2017-12-18 03:52 am UTC (link)

I swear I'm not trying to be difficult, Rogers. But between the reminder of what yesterday was, the holidays getting me down because my family isn't here, the brain shit, being the hot mess that TJ was for a few days, I'm just having a really shitty moment right now and I don't know when it's going to pass. I need time to get it all straight again, because it fucking hurts right now that I'm not where I'm suppose to be, not surrounded by the people I want to be with.

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	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 03:54 am UTC (link)
	I can't do anything right with you. I'm not Steve to you. That hurts me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 04:14 am UTC (link)
	You've done so much right with me, buddy, and you are Steve to me. But you're not the Steve I was going to marry and neither of us are going to be able to change that. I'm sorry, but I'm going to miss him and that has nothing to do with you. I'm sorry I hurt you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 04:19 am UTC (link)
	That's what's frustrating to me. I know you can't just swap people out. Things change depending on environments. Nature vs nurture and all that. It's fine, it's whatever. I'll leave you alone. You come to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 04:23 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad you said that because it's really important to me that we both acknowledge that we can't swap people in and out. You don't have to leave me alone, it's just...don't expect me to talk about shit that hurts, okay? Not right now, not on your schedule. We can hang out whenever it's good for both of us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 04:24 am UTC (link)
	I know he's different than me. And I'm jealous of him. I'm always available for you. When you're ready. I'll stop pushing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 04:26 am UTC (link)
	Just like how I'm different from your Bucky. ~~Goddami-~~ Why are you jealous? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 04:29 am UTC (link)
	My Bucky isn't the other one here. My Bucky is in Wakanda. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 04:31 am UTC (link)
	I know he isn't the one here, but I'm trying to point out that we're not the same, even if we had some of the same experiences. And I'm sorry he's in Wakanda. That he's not here and you're stuck with dealing with my drama. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 04:38 am UTC (link)
	But I still lo feel the same way I do about you that I do about my Bucky. Because you are, at your core, that man. But you can't just pick up where you left off, I know. Don't call it drama, I hate that word. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 04:46 am UTC (link)
	I don't feel the same way about you as I do my Steve, so I think that's what's getting you. I've been infected by teen girl speak, you know what I mean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 04:50 am UTC (link)
	At least we're still friends, at least we're still alive. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 05:04 am UTC (link)
	End of the line still applies. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 06:33 pm UTC (link)
	That, at least, is comforting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: BUCKY/STEVE. whatthebucky 2017-12-18 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	I'll always follow you into hell and back, dummy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	BUCKY/STEVE. rogerthat 2017-12-18 06:41 pm UTC (link)
	~~I really hate this multiple dimension bullshit~~ Be careful what you say, Buck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)