It was before dark. Martha had insisted on getting up and helping Anna get ready to travel.
Martha felt horrible for her. She was shaking so much that she could barely dress herself. Martha tied her corset off and Anna’s mama helped her dress and do her hair. By the time she was able to eat, she was a little better, but she didn’t speak much, and pressed a simple note for Georg into Martha’s hand before her father drove her into town.
“I...didn’t want to leave before giving him something from me,” she whispered to her. “Please give this to him, won’t you?”
“Of course, Anna. Everything is going to be fine.”
She shook her head, a tear making its way down her cheek. “No, he just...he worries so. And he frets and frets and you see how it goes with him. I worry for you too,” she said, touching Martha’s cheek. “I shouldn’t be going away,” she whispered.
Martha shook her head. She wished Anna didn’t have to go away but she was being obedient to her mother’s wishes. “You’re being an obedient daughter,” she whispered. “Georg’s parents will be pleased with that. It can only help you.”
Anna took a deep breath and dried a tear. “Yes...I know. I keep telling myself this.” She composed herself, closing her eyes and running her tongue over her lips. “I must be strong,” she said, nodding decisively. She reached for her hat. “Keep an eye on Georg, won’t you? Or talk to Otto about it.”
“I will, don’t worry.” She kissed her friend on the cheek. “I’ll make sure everyone is all right. You’ll write, won’t you?”
“Of course. I’ll write to you and I’ll write to my family. And Thea. And Georg, of course.” She pressed her lips together firmly for a moment, then took another deep breath. She was horribly worried. But she must be brave.
“I want to kiss my sisters goodbye,” she said softly.
They were still asleep, of course, and they wouldn’t remember her, but Anna came in anyway, and kissed their foreheads gently. Greta put her arms around Anna’s neck in her sleep, then rolled over against her sister, cuddling.
Anna stood there and shut her eyes, taking a deep breath.
And then she went to tell her father she was ready to go.
The letter to Georg reads:
Dearest,
I’m going now. I’m going to be just fine, don’t you worry one bit. Even if I know you will. I’m going to be just fine and I’m going to work very hard and I’m going to be the best wife you could ever hope to have.
I love you so much.
Your Anna. Her hand was trembling a little, so the penmanship isn’t the best, but she did try.