It was perfect. It might not have been exactly what Sirius had dreamed about, but it was somehow more tender and more intimate for all the pain that came before it.
Remus' mouth was soft and warm, and Sirius wrapped an arm around the other boys waist, bringing them even closer together. He wanted to crawl inside Remus' skin, to be a part of him. He never wanted this to end.
Malfoy, biting his lip and pushing him down...
He gasped, pulling back and shaking.
"Sorry, sorry." He ran a hand over his face. "I'm sorry, I ruined it. I...