Sirius nodded, trusting Remus implicitly. If this had to be happening then there was no one else he would rather have with him.
"If only I could remember." He slowly lowered his hands and stared down at his knees. "It's like everything I need to know is just out of reach, but I can't get to it no matter how hard I try. There's just darkness. After Malfoy..." he shuddered, unable to finish that sentense. "After... What happened, I remember being, sort of, restrained. I don't know. He was talking to someone, I think. But after that it's just nothing, not till I woke up the next morning outside the Room of Requirement." Merlin, he hated talking about it. He could feel Malfoys hands on him again, hear the sadistic twist in his voice as he... Sirius shuddered and closed his eyes tight. "I think that's when this all started. After that night."