we can look for a place to take them if you want...?
Roxy took the remote and rolled her eyes. Sometimes she wondered if people truly understood what the word random meant. Yes, she would skip the romance and the drama for tonight, but that left a whole big chunk of movies to choose from. But random wasn't about choosing. It was about taking what you got and liking it damn it! Roxy pulled up the screen with the list of movies and closed her eyes, holding the down button for a couple of seconds - actually counting aloud as she did. Then she stopped suddenly and hit enter without opening her eyes.
"Random means we're stuck with whatever this turns out to be, even if its not black and white." Roxy glanced at Orsino. She could feel his fingers on her skin, giving her goosebumps. She heard what he was saying. It was just easier to not think about it. If she kept rambling about the telly, she didn't have to wonder why he wanted her so close. She didn't have to obsess over the fact that her heart was pounding in her chest again. This was so much easier when it hadn't been so complicated. Now it just drove her nutters trying to figure everything out instead of living in the moment like usual.
Relaxing a little, Roxy finally let Orsino move her how he wanted. She gave in to him, like she always did, because she didn't have the will not to. Why should she? This was his suggestion. It wasn't like she was trying to lead him on or hurt him. If he ended up hurt after tonight it was all his own fault, right? Right! Except that Roxy wasn't sure how she was going to feel when she had to let him go again at the end of the night (or in the morning, whenever they parted ways). She tried not to think about it, tried to just sink into his embrace like she used to. Maybe if she just didn't think at all it would turn out okay... either that or she would say or do something stupid and ruin everything forever.