"Soda...?" Roxy really didn't think that getting drunk tonight was a good idea. She was already emotional and Roxy tended to say stupid things when she was drunk. For instance, how she was really feeling. And right now how she was really feeling was heart broken. Stupid, right? Because it was Roxanne who had done the heart breaking. But that didn't stop it from being true. She couldn't cry to Orsino about how much she missed him because she was the whole reason they had broken it off. She was just stuck keeping these feelings bottled up, so that meant that she really needed to avoid the alcohol.
Roxy smiled a little, a bit of a pink flush coming to her cheeks when he kissed her hand. That was what she loved about Orsino. He was everything she wanted. Sweet when he needed to be, playful when it was appropriate, sexy and strong and ... she was really going down the wrong train of thought to keep this evening as emotion-free as possible. Roxy sighed, turning her eyes toward the television. "Pick at random, I think. That's the best way to find something new." Roxy was all about new experiences, and all about the random. At least it kept things interesting... as long as they didn't end up with some sappy romance that left them both crying - although that would certainly keep things interesting.
Instinctively, a part of Roxanne resisted Orsino's pulling on her. But it was only for a brief moment before she scooted back and let herself fall against the pillows beside him. This was normal for them - or at least semi-normal. Normally, or at least before she had ruined things, Roxy would have curled up against his chest. Right now she was just fighting herself to keep from laying her head against his shoulder. Why did this have to be so hard? Why couldn't it just go back to the way it was? Damn it relationships sucked! This is why Roxy had spent so long having one night stands!
"Think there's anything black and white on?" Roxy cleared her throat a little, a vague attempt to shake the previous thoughts out of her head. "There's nothing better than a badly done monster movie." Okay, so it wasn't the most comfortable conversation in the world. It almost felt awkward trying to fill the empty silence. But awkward was better than silence and maybe if they just got talking things would smooth out sooner or later.