supermax (supermax) wrote in the100, @ 2015-12-28 18:33:00 |
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Entry tags: | !network post, buffy summers, chloe price, henry mills, kira yukimura, max caulfield |
network; max caulfield (002)
I'm still not totally convinced this is real, but I really want it to be real. I saw Buffy in the hall the other day.
I also want it to be real so I don't have to think about other stuff, but so far just nerding out isn't actually solving any of my problems. I'm paranoid of talking to people because I feel bad for lying to them, especially when I'm around a bunch of people with powers or weird lives that I know about because they're fake where I come from. I can rewind time. Only a few minutes at a time right now, but I can just undo anything that happens and no one would know any better. The more I think about it the more I realize how hard it is to trust me, and that upsets me, because I've always thought of myself as trustworthy. I worry that I'm not a very good person.