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kaidan alenko loves the decor in here (secondspectre) wrote in the100,
@ 2015-12-27 19:01:00

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!network post, alistair theirin, audrey parker, herc hansen, kaidan alenko, tali’zorah vas normandy

network post: kaidan alenko
I always thought I was just lucky that my L2 implants only cause migraines, when so many other L2 biotics suffer so much worse — but I think I spoke too soon. My migraines are getting worse, and pain is spreading, mostly through my shoulders and down my arms. I keep forgetting things, little things, and every time I have a lapse in memory or get confused or zone out I start to think that the L2s are catching up with me.

I haven't told Shepard. I didn't want to complain; he has enough of his own shit to deal with.

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	ihaveashotgun 2015-12-28 12:12 am UTC (link)
	Ummmm Kaidan. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	secondspectre 2015-12-28 12:18 am UTC (link)
	I can't help it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ihaveashotgun 2015-12-28 12:19 am UTC (link)
	I know. I'm coming over, I'm going to run an omni-scan on you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	secondspectre 2015-12-28 12:28 am UTC (link)
	I'm in my room. I was going to tell you I'm fine but I can't tell you I'm fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ihaveashotgun 2015-12-28 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Because you're not. Stop trying to lie about it, Kaidan, you could cause brain damage if we can't figure out if something is out of line or needs fixing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	secondspectre 2015-12-28 12:43 am UTC (link)
	Hawke's been helping me deal with the pain. I'm not completely ignoring it, I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ihaveashotgun 2015-12-28 12:45 am UTC (link)
	Good, but that's just temporary, it's not a fix. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stoptheclock 2015-12-28 01:05 am UTC (link)
	He'd want to know either way. If he's your commander, your health is important to his mission. As his boyfriend, your health is still important to him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	stoptheclock 2015-12-28 01:18 am UTC (link)
	I understand that. After all my years of service in a jaeger, there was no guarantee that the next time I suited up, the drift wouldn't finally overload my brain. No guarantee that I wouldn't get sick like so many of the first generation of pilots did. I took the chance time and again anyway. You're not at war here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thetroubles 2015-12-28 02:17 am UTC (link)
	That all happens to you? The zoning out and the pain? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	thetroubles 2015-12-28 02:23 am UTC (link)
	I've got to be honest here, Kaidan. That doesn't give me a lot of confidence to put you out in the field. I will put you out there, because we need the manpower, and I like you. I also have a tendency to foolishly put too much trust in people that maybe I shouldn't. It rarely backfires on me though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)