He gives her a teary smile. "Because I didn't trust John to really do it even though he's been trying to show he can be sorta trusted-- and I blame myself too much for losing you to ever think I could get you back. But... Hell, I brought back Owen with a glove, and look at me. I should know better, right? And if John only just got you, last thing you need is all this doubt and yelling while you're getting used to it."