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Tweak says, "Where's the any key?"

jess moore. (tripleamericano) wrote in storybrooketown,
@ 2017-02-15 09:19:00

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demonium: erin winchester (tinywincheste

[ERIN WINCHESTER]

Your Uncle Dean is awake. Would you like to go visit him after school today?

[DEAN WINCHESTER]

Hey, you. How are you settling in? Want to grab a beer or three tonight?

[SAM WINCHESTER]

I don't think it's a good idea for me to come by the hospital anymore now that your brother is awake. If I drop Erin off to see him after school, would you be able to give her a ride home?

[DENNY DUQUETTE]

Hello again. So it's becoming increasingly clear to me that I really need something to focus my attention on while I'm here. I do better when I have a project to occupy myself. But the project I want to take on is huge and it would be nice if I had a partner. Since you need something to focus on as well, I thought I'd see if you'd be interested. How would you feel about helping me build and organize a youth center here in town? After school programs, tutoring, counseling, sports and activities, etc. I'm even considering making sure we have a few rooms available for kids who show up here without family, so they have a safe place to stay until a guardian can be found for them.

I have the funds to take care of everything, I'm really just looking for a partner to help me manage and oversee everything. Also, it wouldn't hurt to have someone a little older around for meetings. Some people see the 23 year old blonde girl and assume I have no idea what I'm talking about.

No hard feelings if you aren't interested, I just thought I'd offer.

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	Jess \| Sam justawinchester 2017-02-15 06:10 pm UTC (link)
	Did something happen I don't know about? And yeah I can give her a ride home. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Jess \| Sam tripleamericano 2017-02-15 06:17 pm UTC (link)
	He's blaming me for his accident and I'm not okay with being his scapegoat. So I'm removing myself from the picture until he's more mentally stable. I'll still be there for you and your dad if either of you need me, but it'll be better for both Dean and myself if we stay apart. We'll just butt heads and make things worse for everyone else. Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Sam justawinchester 2017-02-15 06:21 pm UTC (link)
	Oh Jess I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I don't know that I blame you for removing yourself. Honestly, Jess, it's his loss. You did the right thing whether he wants to admit it or not. I'm sorry it has to be this way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Sam tripleamericano 2017-02-15 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	It is what it is. Frankly, I didn't want you to know about it. But since he posted it publicly on the network, I'd rather you hear it from me then read it there. I know I did the right thing and he won't convince me otherwise, but I do appreciate you saying it anyway. It makes me feel a little better about the whole thing. I'll be all right, but thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Jess | Sam

justawinchester
2017-02-15 06:41 pm UTC (link)

I understand why you didn't want to tell me. But I'm glad you did. I can give him shit for it when he's feeling better. If I brought it up now it wouldn't do any good. I haven't seen a more stubborn person, other than Dad.

You don't deserve to have him being this way with you. You really don't. I know you know this, but this isn't on you. No matter what Dean says.

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Jess | Sam

tripleamericano
2017-02-15 06:59 pm UTC (link)

There is a very small part of me that can't wait for you to give him shit. But as I recognize that part of me is extremely petty, I'm trying to ignore it for the time being.

Things happen. Nobody is perfect. Not me and definitely not your brother. We'll get things sorted out eventually. In the meantime I've got a project that I'm going to start working on here in town that will keep me busy and my mind off of things.

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	Jess \| Sam justawinchester 2017-02-15 07:06 pm UTC (link)
	I don't blame you at all. I love my brother but he can be a total dick. If it makes you feel any better, he is the most self deprecating person I ever knew. It may not be much of a comfort but it's all I've got. Do what you have to do, Jess. If I can help you let me know. I don't want you to be suffering. Especially when I can do something about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Sam tripleamericano 2017-02-15 07:14 pm UTC (link)
	All I need you to do is look after your jerk brother make sure he gets better. And to not wait forever to tell Jo how you feel about her. You deserve happiness, Sam. And if Jo is the one who makes you happy, then go get her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Sam justawinchester 2017-02-16 10:58 am UTC (link)
	I really want to throttle Dean though. I know he's sick but it still bugs me that he's blaming you for this. I can't even begin to understand what he's going through, but he has to take responsibility for his actions. She nearly died herself, I can't just go to her and tell her I'm in love with her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Jess | Sam

tripleamericano
2017-02-16 05:38 pm UTC (link)

Trust me, I'm not a big fan of it either. But he'll have to come to terms with it eventually. ~~I hope.~~

Why not? Aren't love declarations kind of common after near death experiences? Or has pop culture lied to me?

Seriously though. I'm always on board the "telling people how you feel" train, because things can change at the drop of a hat. People disappear. Lives are interrupted. I'd just hate for you to miss your chance because you waited too long.

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needsaheart
2017-02-15 06:35 pm UTC (link)

Normally I'd agree to do something like that. I would love to sink my teeth in something like that. But I have to say no. Honestly it's a great idea though.

I just can't get excited about anything. I really can't. I know that my ex fiancee wants me to take advantage of the second chance I've been given, but if I had known that I was going to wake up to this, I would gladly give up my life.

I'm never going to get to leave this hospital.

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	Jess \| Denny tripleamericano 2017-02-15 06:52 pm UTC (link)
	Tell you what. How about we leave this as an open invite? Things can always change and maybe a little later on down the line you might change your mind. If that ends up being the case, I'd still love the chance to have you help out. You could make a really positive difference in a lot of people's lives. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Denny needsaheart 2017-02-16 04:42 am UTC (link)
	I appreciate you reaching out. I do. I just don't think it's going to make a difference. But if you'd rather leave it open that's fine with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Denny tripleamericano 2017-02-16 05:40 pm UTC (link)
	I'm just a leave things open kind of girl. Optimistic in the face of pretty much everything. :) How do you feel about visitors? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Denny needsaheart 2017-02-17 11:30 am UTC (link)
	That's not a bad thing. Someone ought to be optimistic. I used to be the optimistic guy. I'm not opposed to visitors but I don't know that I'm exactly good company. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Denny tripleamericano 2017-02-17 04:16 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe you'll be that guy again one day. Good. Then I'm going to come by and visit with my daughter. I think you'll like her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Denny needsaheart 2017-02-17 04:19 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe. I like how optimistic you are. You weren't kidding about being so. Okay. I still don't think I'm good company but I won't turn you down. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Denny tripleamericano 2017-02-17 04:34 pm UTC (link)
	I never kid about my optimism. You don't have to be good company. No expectations here. You don't even have to talk if you don't want to. But I am going to need to know what kind of cookie is your favorite. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jess \| Denny needsaheart 2017-02-17 04:39 pm UTC (link)
	I think that might be the first actual smile I've had in a long time. I like oatmeal raisin, most people say chocolate chip but I like oatmeal. Really, I like any kind of oatmeal cookie. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Mom/Erin tinywinchester 2017-02-15 06:43 pm UTC (link)
	Yes! And can we see baby Selena again?! (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Mom/Erin tripleamericano 2017-02-15 06:54 pm UTC (link)
	Sure, sweetie. We'll go see Rosie and Selena and then you can go visit Uncle D afterward. I'm going to let you see him with your daddy, though, all right? And he can give you a ride home afterward. That way you guys can have some uninterrupted time together. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mom/Erin tinywinchester 2017-02-15 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	YAY!!! and it's cause you and uncle dean are fighting, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mom/Erin tripleamericano 2017-02-15 07:00 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. I've decided it's not a good idea for us to be around each other right now, but that has nothing to do with you. So you can still spend as much time with him as you want. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mom/Erin tinywinchester 2017-02-15 07:05 pm UTC (link)
	that's good to know cause i could never choose! i love you both. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Mom/Erin tripleamericano 2017-02-15 07:16 pm UTC (link)
	Your Uncle and I disagree on a lot of things, but we would never ever ask you to choose. Family is important, and we want to make sure you have as much of your family as possible. (Reply to this) (Parent)