That reminder was a stab to her gut and to ignore that part of his history, she smiled. There were some things Abi could never tell him and his death was number one on the list. Circumstances and lives changed too easily for her to tell him. "You're going to enjoy it, Hem, I know you will." Abi leant in and kissed his neck softly, her fingers dancing along his side and holding his body to hers.
"No more sadness, not tonight.." she hooked her leg over his hip and kept kissing and sucking on his neck. "Tonight is... exploration, right? Getting to know every fucking inch of each other's bodies. That's tonight.. and the next and the next." She didn't want to say that she hoped it'd be for a long time, as long as she could keep his interest. "Don't you think?"
It wasn't hard to feel close to him and really, with that whole bed to roll around on and every angle to explore, why stay stoic in one position?