"I promise" he answered. "From now on I am an open book with you" he added as he looked down at her. He knew that his fear of telling her the truth back then; his own refusal to admit it to himself was the cause of a lot of their problems.
"It was just hard to admit it to myself" he explained. "That even though she was a vampire I still loved her. I was raised to hate them....it was hard to admit to myself that I was still in love with one".