"That may be true but I am aware of what is normal and abnormal for me." He gave his order to the waitress and looked back at Cuddy. "I learned that there is an element enjoyment in giving in to your desires." His eyes lowered again and the tip of his tongue ran along the bottom of his lip in thought. During one of their nights together, Lisa had encouraged him to give into his impulses and lose himself to the moment. Perhaps there was truth in her words.