Rachel Sully (rachelsully) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2014-05-10 00:50:00 |
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Entry tags: | !open, ~rachel sully |
Who: Rachel Sully
Where: the pub
What: getting very very drunk
When: Friday evening/Saturday morning
Rating: TBD
Open: Yes
Status:Ongoing
Rachel needed to get very drunk. There was a part of her that wanted everything to go back the way it was before she screwed everything up. Back when they were happy and in love and everything was right with the world. But she knew that would never happen. They would never get back to that time. Too much had gone on. She'd fucked up royally and she knew it. She'd had five years to dwell on everything she'd done wrong and in her mind the list was a very long one. She'd gotten over it. Moved on, in a way. The list hadn't bothered her for a little over a year. She was finally able to stop thinking about how she'd hurt him. And then she came back in time. He was there and he was hurting and it brought everything back. The very long, detailed list of all the ways she'd wronged him. All the things she'd done. She knew that most of it was probably in her head but it didn't matter. She'd screwed up. And now she wanted to forget again. To wipe the list from her mind, at least for one night. She'd dressed in her usual jeans and a t-shirt, not really trying to attract much attention to herself. She wasn't a slut, after all. She just wanted to get drunk and then go home and sleep it off. Not too much to ask. She had to wait until little Jake was asleep before she could sneak out of the house. She pulled her hair back into a pony tail as she walked into the pub, going over behind the bar and getting a beer without even thinking about it. She popped it open and took a long drink. This was definitely a good place to start. |