Elizabeth had convinced herself that Jason would never want any of this. So she had given up wishing for it to stop herself from hurting. If she did let it hurt then she was going to lose him entirely so Elizabeth became numb to the idea and accepted that she would never hear him tell her he loved her let alone ever want to marry her.
A lump formed into her throat and she looked down. She didn't like people to see her cry. Not even Jason. "This better not be a prank." She murmured quietly.