"Basically yes, I mean if you want me to go into detail about what we had to go through to get to where we would have Raymond, I can explain it all to you. But not going to lie, the story itself is well, really complicating and long. Basically, he's a guy that is into bondage and all of that stuff, like punishing women for pleasure. I fell in love with him and if that was what I had to do to stay with him, then that's what I did. I never actually experienced this myself, but I read the books. He had a contract for me to sign and everything." Ana took the shot glass and poured the smirnoff into her mouth.
"When I was brought here, I never actually signed the contract yet. I was still thinking about it because I didn't think I wanted that lifestyle. The things he did to me in the books, are just astounding, but in the end and this would be future Christian not present day Christian, we ended up falling in love and getting married and having kids." She shrugged her shoulders.
Sighing, she had to think about that question. "I want Christian to be able to be the guy that my son tells me about. Raymond is a great guy and looks like his father. Do I want us to be a family....yes. I just want him to realize that we both love him and want him to come around. I just don't know how."