"I want him to be ready and so does our son. I'm worried about Raymond, he wants to have that relationship with his dad like he does in the future. Apparently they do a lot together. But, you see our relationship, me and Christian. Its sort of complicated. You'd know how complicated it actually is if you read the books about us. See, Christian likes to be dominant and physical. We eventually did fall in love in the books and everything, but now, I just don't know." She said as she took a sip from her drink.