He took a deep breath and let it out before lifting his head to look at her. "I can't." He cleared his throat. There was no missing the panic in his eyes. "I can't just....go home. Look at this place, Peggy. They need.....they need help." He cleared his throat. "I did some of this. That building over there?" He pointed around the pillar to the right. "I did that. That's my fault."