"I'm numb. I don't know if its hit me yet. Or if I've just reached my...'This can't be happening' meter is full. I feel lost at the same time." She murmured, looking down at her hands. "It's Mitchell. And he's... He's not just a friend. I don't mean I've got intimate feelings for him. Because the thought... I mean that just doesn't feel right. It's like he's the spackle to my torn and ripped up parts of my souls. And now it feels like I'm bleeding, only not. And I should be in tears, but I'm not."