Loki (hamrammr) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2013-06-10 08:27:00 |
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Mitchell had never thought that he would ever become this person. That it would get to him this much. Death was part of humanity and god, he knew how easy people died. He could live with the knowledge that he would survive almost everyone, he just couldn’t live with doing it so soon. Fuck, maybe Grey had been right – Grey who was dead now. This felt like war all over again. Maybe he should just find that soldier in him again. Don’t take the people around you for granted. Take every day as it came and don’t expect it to come back. Don’t rely on someone else. The vampire dropped to his knees in front of Annie’s grave. She was buried at the rim of the graveyard, away from the church, so that he could visit it without feeling the burning of god’s hatred even when he was in the darkest of his moods. Mitchell stared at the letters on the stone. He was sick and tired of feeling like this. Anger, grief and the most dreaded fear – all pressed onto his chest. |