She had to pause before replying. Had to take the time to gather herself so she wouldn't burst into tears. Even so, there was a tremor in her voice as she answered Kishan.
"There have been a lot of people hurt because of me." Some were lucky enough to come away unharmed. She forced herself to look up at the man she'd just met, unsure why she felt the need to explain this. And how she was even able to when she'd had difficulty explaining it to others.