There was no erasing the memory of the time spent in medbay wondering if he'd pull through or not. Sitting with him, day in and day out. Having to be reminded to take time out to shower, and eat...
Relief did flood through her when he confirmed that he felt better now, which meant whatever Bryn and Loki had done before hadn't stuck when he'd gone back, but returned when he'd come back. Damn. Not that she ever wished good things for Rebecca Sharp, but Rawdon had deserved better.
Shepard chuckled when he called her a sap. He hadn't been wrong. She hadn't been that sentimental with Jr. "Yeah, well, what can I say? I'm getting sentimental in my old age." Her grin made it obvious that she took the ribbing well. "I guess that means I like you a lot better than everybody else." A little easy teasing, that was sort of an epiphany at the same time.