"Sometimes." Eddie said. He gave a small, humorless chuckle. "That's not much of an answer is it?" He walked with her for a moment, putting his answer into words.
"Somedays, I can see her for what she was. I can understand that she was the one that was sick and maybe twisted by Pennywise too. And other days, I get so mad at her for all the other crap she put in my head. The bullshit about gay people and aids and all that stuff that kept the other me from being happy."