"I wanted to be wherever I was helpful," Gen said, a bit taken aback. She had only backed out when someone else had wanted one of the spots and implied that they would be more useful than her. "It was always my decision. You did not cause me any stress. I can stand these things. This is how I grew up. I know I'm not a warrior. I don't run into danger but I'm there when I'm needed and I don't bail on friends or family." Her eyes had swayed to the hellhound that was named after her father's animagus form. There were so many people she wished she could have known better.